THE DAYS of your NOVEMBER
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Posted:Oct 25, 2007 2:37 am
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2010 4:22 pm
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I remember ........
your loss during this time..
I feel...........
only for you during this time..
I wish............
for your peace during this time..
I know...............
your strength will see you through this time..
I love you Mark....
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Been WAY too long!
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Posted:Dec 21, 2006 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2007 11:23 pm
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Hello everyone... I just wanted to let all you know that even though I'm hardly here anymore.. I miss you all... I think of everyone almost daily.... I hope to return to my regular posting and blogging self soon... Never thought I would be away this long... but ya know what they say... SHIT HAPPENS!.. LOL... Happy Holidays to you all!!~
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Not gonna believe it........
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Posted:Aug 30, 2006 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2009 11:25 am
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Get this... the with only a H.S. diploma to her name is now a correspondent writer for one of my local papers.... Just finished my 2nd article that will run in this Sundays paper...
I'm beginning to think that maybe I'm a little on the smart side.... scary thought, huh?... but seriously,... I mean I never took any journalism classes in high school... never worked on the school paper... yet here I am writing newspaper articles... Go figure?!....
I will say that the articles are pretty boring... the sorta stories I always skipped over when reading the paper....
My job is to attend local city meetings... take notes... and then write an article on the (boring ass) meeting I attended... So far they only have me set up for 2 different meetings... The Economical Development Corp. and the Municipal Utility District..... but its a start, eh?...
Sometimes things just happen... and this definetly just happened...
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Men are Odd...
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Posted:Aug 21, 2006 3:50 am
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2007 11:54 pm
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Just don't get it... Why do I even try?... I think I will not even try to date..... I think the rules have changed too much while I was outta commission the last 20+ years....
I have met a couple nice men... but for shits sake they are almost as old as my Daddy would be were he still alive... just can't do that...
Are all the men in their 30's-40's already spoken for?...Maybe this is why there aren't any available?!
Well.. I'm gonna tell ya... there are some things worse than dating "daddy" and that would be dating "grampa"....
I can always count on attracting grampa, though...He will spot me a mile away... I just don't get what goes thru their mind when approaching someone who is obviously 20 years younger than themselves?!....
I guess their experience in life just gives them the confidence to say "WTF" and approach an obviously much younger female to offer a boatride if I would just "go home with them"...
ARE YA FUCKIN' SERIOUS??... Are their actually women who fall for that shit?... A man throws a bit of money around (or a bad ass boat, whatever) and I'm supposed to forget his age and latch onto him like there is no tomorrow?...
Nope... NO WAY... HELL NO!... I am just not gonna date... screw it... I have outgrown the ones I'm attracted to...and attract the ones I would never consider being with....
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DAMNIT all to hell......
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Posted:Aug 6, 2006 11:31 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2006 12:27 pm
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I want it all.... and I want it right now...I am not really impatient.... but I do like to know what is in store for me..... as long as I know... I can wait forever.... but it is the not knowing that makes me absolutely nuts...
So many changes are beginning to take place in my life.... I don't know how many more changes will happen... I don't know what things will never change... I could really go nuts wondering and worrying about all this crap.....
I know one change that happened this weekend won't happen again.... I am not a loner... I do not like to do certain things alone.... Saturday I did something I've never had to do... I packed the cooler with cheap beer...grabbed my banana chair.... and headed to the "jet boat cove" to get some rays.... in the past this is something the ex and I always did with friends.... the change was the ex was now doing this with the new *g/f* and I had no friends available to go with....
Let me tell you... there is nothing sadder than a chick sitting on the beach.... all alone... with people partying all around her.... no one else spending the day alone... just me... the blonde with the plague..... yep...that is a change for me.... and that is a change that I refuse to ever do again.....
I hope to have some more positive changes happening in the future.... many more of these negative ones..... and I will throw my hands in the air and say *fuck it*.... its just not worth it....
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Met the girlfriend
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Posted:Jul 31, 2006 2:00 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2006 9:27 am
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Just as I figured.... she is a nice girl... and we hit it off... which of course pissed him off... but too bad... meeting her was exactly what I needed to recover....
I had always told him to move on... Told myself I didn't care if he were with another woman... and then it happened...he started dating someone and everything went berzerk in my head.... I didn't have a clue what I was feeling...
jealousy?...
sadness?....
anger?.....
did I want him back?...
And then I meet her... and all is well... my thoughts are sorted out... no i wasn't jealous...no I'm not sad...not mad... and definetly don't want him back....
It seems I just wanted to know for myself who this person was that he was doing everything in his power to keep away from me... It drove me nuts not knowing certain things... the biggest thing being why the hell is he keeping us apart? ...
Of course I found this out after meeting her yesterday.... And he was furious when she wanted me to go spend the afternoon at the lake with them... I told her no way when she asked... but she insisted... told her he would be furious... she told him its what she wanted... so, I went... and had a great time... made a new friend... learned some untruths she had been told...which I corrected....
At the end of the day.... a situation occured between her and him... to which he left without a word to anyone... and I was the one who spent the rest of the evening trying to calm her... and make him understand his fault in the situation...
Yes, I am quite aware this is most likely the oddest situation.... but such is the story of my entire life.... all I know is I am over the latest bump in my life's new journey... and I'm moving in a forward direction again....
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Moving ON
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Posted:Jul 20, 2006 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2006 3:02 am
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This is what
I wanted
You keep
reminding me.
So, why all the
odd feelings,
deep inside
of me?
I think I'm
worried for you.
The real you
tender & soft.
I worry you'll
fall hard,
and she'll break
your heart.
This doesn't make
any sense.
My worry
over you.
How could I
even care,
since I broke
your heart too?
Deep within
my soul,
I've given that
some thought.
The answer came
real simple.
I think you're
all I've got.
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SOMETIMES....
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Posted:Jul 4, 2006 12:40 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2006 11:02 pm
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It hurts~~
wanting which
will never be yours
Its cruel~~
knowing dreams
aren't meant to come true
Its sad~~
living with
nothing to live for
Its lonely~~
hiding where
no one can find you
Its wrong~~
letting misery
demand my company
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My first Ticket!~
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Posted:Jun 24, 2006 9:23 am
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2006 11:01 pm
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Ok so there I am driving along my back road from my house, headed to a play that the oldest and her mother are performing in. I am stopped at the stop sign when a cop turns down the street I'm stopped on.... I look in my rear view mirror to see if he noticed my tags are out... *gasp*... Yeah I know, not too smart of me....
So I see the cop hit his brakes and I decide to make a run for the convenience store... I knew if I got to private property that he couldn't write me a ticket.... so I'm tearing down the back road and looking back the whole time...
don't see him ... don't see him.... don't... shit here he comes... so I slow down to the speed limit cuz I know I'm not gonna make it to the store before he catches up to me... don't want a speeding ticket on top of everything else....
Yep, he turns his lights on... passes the car behind me.... and pulls me over.... right in the parking lot of the convenience store ....
Evidently I didn't pull up enough so he could get outta the street... so I hear this voice coming from his car.... "PULL UP PLEASE".... gawds... how embarrassing.... People pumping gas were all staring at me... No way was I gonna try my tears in front of all these folks....
Then, as if things couldn't get any worse.... The officer comes to my car and who is it?... This little named Dusty who is only a couple years older than my .... *rolls eyes*.... He tells me that I didn't use my left turn signal when I was stopped at the stop sign.... For crying out loud!~~~ Who was I gonna signal to?... The cows in the field across the street?!~~~~
Well.. of course he wanted to see me license and insurance... Well, I've never been one to lie... so as I handed him my license, I just said... "I have no insurance that I know of"... Then I was informed that that was cause for automatic impounding of my car.... "NOOOOO!~~~ Dusty PULEEEEZE!".... So, he told me that he would run my license and if I've never been cited for that offense in the past then he would write a ticket and not impound.... *WHEW*.....
As he was about to step back to his car he notices my registration.... points to it and asks... "whats up with this?".... I tell him... "well... if I don't have insurance... I can't get tags for my car"..(duh!).... He shakes his head and goes to his car...
OK... So I am sitting there thinking to myself... Well.. I've never had a ticket in my life... so I suppose I'll keep my car outta impound.... and then he returns with 3 tickets for me... I"m whining.... "I can't pay for all those!"... He says... "don't worry... the judge will work with you and give you community service"... (wtf?!...no damn way am I picking up trash on the side of the road in a bright orange safety vest!)...
So, he tells me to take my car straight home... and I do... and the next day my employer and I took care of the insurance and got my tags.... Yesterday I went to court.... but thats a whole other blog.....
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Damn You Ron!
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Posted:Jun 6, 2006 7:15 pm
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2007 12:00 am
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I think I know now why my blog has had a screeching halt... I just realized that I am spending way too much time in another persons blog, instead!....
Not only that.... but I am thoroughly enjoying myself in this other persons blog.. I like the "warm, warm, joy, joy feelings" I get when I enter this other persons blog...
I have even taken on a clerical job at this other blog.... and appointed myself as secretary of his blog... Helping to keep order and peace inside his blog, since he works so many hours...
He said from the beginning that he is not responsible for the enjoyment of his blog... the visitors who post there are the ones he expects to *create interesting content* for his blog....
This blog was a little iffy in its early days... Was damn near obliterated entirely even... but then the creator of this *one of a kind* blog... began again....
He has created something that myself and various others find interesting enough to check in everyday.... to see what *we* have to say... Not to see what new stuff the creator has posted...Cuz, like I said...*we* are the ones expected to make it interesting...
So, who is this person whose blog has taken me from my own?... Well... that would be none other than my friend [blog justron9000] And although I am a bit ashamed of abandoning my own blog... that shame doesn't outweigh the "warm, warm, joy, joy feelings" I am getting from his...
This blog [blog justron9000] may not be for everyone... so enter at your own risk... Don't say you haven't been warned! 
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Friends First & Forever
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Posted:May 31, 2006 10:58 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2006 2:40 am
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Sometimes I let
Myself forget
Its only friendship that we share
When my mind drifts
My spirit lifts
With sexy sweet thoughts of you
I know your arms
Are strong & warm
Of this theres simply no doubt
Our time we've spent
Only proves we're meant
To forever be intertwined
Your love is mine
We draw no lines
I gladly give the same to you
Your friendship will be
Always precious to me
My sweetie, my friend, my crush
Focusing on my future, Cowboy...just as you suggested... Thank you for your unconditional love and friendship... You will always be my #1.. 
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LITTLE HELP HERE..
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Posted:May 15, 2006 11:07 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2006 9:59 pm
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I don't see my lil pictures I posted with each of my blog entries... Whassup with that?!... Is this a permanant thing or what?!.. I went to alot of trouble finding the perfect pic for each blog... damnit... *pouting*
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