My Sex Stories
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Posted:May 17, 2007 12:49 pm
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2007 10:06 am
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What sex? I'm still here being emo about the lack of interest I seem to be getting. Most, if not all, attention that I've been getting is from people too far out of reach.
Last weekend I was going to have sex, but then that plan went to bust when I broke up with my girlfriend. Since I didn't get to visit her, I've been sexless for 2 1/2 months now. Sure, that's not as bad as the previous 7 months and then the 2 years before that, too. Still doesn't make me want it any less.
Enough of being emo for now, I suppose. Damn site demographics making me into a whiny little bitch. >.>
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Sexless
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Posted:Apr 27, 2007 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2007 1:04 pm
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So... the title pretty much sums up my luck of the past few weeks.
Again, it's not as if I haven't been trying, but it seems to be incredibly hard to catch the eye of any chicks on here, since the men greatly outnumber the women. I've caught more than enough attention from guys, as you can see by my previous blog post.
It seems like the only way to catch the eye of a chick on here is to basically stalk them, but I'm not like that. I won't send several messages and keep on harassing them with winks and such. I pretty much just leave them alone and move on. That doesn't seem to work (obviously).
What does everybody think? I want to know!
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(Lack Of) Respect
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Posted:Apr 21, 2007 9:41 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:48 pm
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Guys need to LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
I'm going to guess that this is really pissing me off because I'm in one of those easily annoyed moods, but I'm getting really really tired of being hit on by guys. I know that this is a sex site, and that guys are going to find me attractive. However, I AM STRAIGHT. I'm male, yet I'm not even that fucking thick-headed.
I respect people's lifestyle choices, and I'd like to expect the same. I hate guys that try and bug the women that only want to meet girls. I mean, is there any reason why the women should be bothered? No. The same goes for me. I don't want to be fucking bugged by these annoying guys. Respect my decision to not want to suck on a cock or have my cock sucked by another guy. FFS. If you get off to guys, fine, just don't involve me in your conquests.
I don't mind talking to guys. I don't mind talking to guys that are interested in me. As long as it's not a sexually-charged discussion, I am fine. I wouldn't mind if guys actually used introductory messages that aren't sexually-charged. Those are few and far between.
I know it seems to be mostly guys reading my blogs, so this post probably affects most of them. To the guys I'm addressing in this post: Fuck off. I'm not interested. I won't ever be. If, for some odd chance I become interested, I'll contact you. Until then, you can have a normal conversation with me, but I don't want to see your cam. I don't want you to suck me off. I don't want to fucking meet you.
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Phooey
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Posted:Apr 15, 2007 8:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2007 5:01 am
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This is going to be an emoey and whiny post, just so you know what you're getting into by reading this...
I know in previous blog posts I've mentioned that I'm too shy, and I don't like to make the first move. I've since decided that it's not working for me, and this is online, so I need to be a little more forward. I've actually been emailing girls and didn't act like a completely sex-driven maniac.
What seems to be the problem? I never get any responses from these girls. Granted, they're chicks, and they're mostly standard members, so they're probably swamped with emails, and they can't respond to most of them. However, I have tried to be nice and mention that I'm always on IMC, so if they were interested in talking, they could get a hold of me there. No such luck. 
This is the reason why I'm shy. I feel that I'm being rejected by not getting a response. On some of these, I've given them a couple days, so I'm sure they've been able to read through their emails by now, or so you would think. I guess I'm just not that interesting for these women. It's not even like I'm being a pervert and mentioning hook-ups in the email.
Oh well, I guess all I can really do is be patient and keep trying to talk to other chicks. Sooner or later I'm bound to get an honest response back. Until then, if you guys wouldn't mind giving me compliments and rebuild my ego, I'd appreciate it. 
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Fun This Weekend?
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Posted:Apr 13, 2007 5:25 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:48 pm
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So, I know it's a little forward to try and meet and fuck within a day or two online, but this weekend I feel that I need some sex.
I know I can't be alone in this. I just wish women were a little more forward and/or be closer to me. Ah well, if I don't meet someone online for a fuck this weekend, maybe I'll find someone if my cousin and I go out to a strip club or wherever else we decide to go instead of driving around town for hours. If anybody's interested, as always, don't be afraid to hit me up! If you're a standard member, and you can't email me, send me a wink! I'll be looking forward to meeting someone. ^_^
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Confused...
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Posted:Apr 11, 2007 7:36 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:48 pm
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Okay, so I decided against the sexually open relationship, but that was the first of a few turns in my situation.
Apparently now my girlfriend and I aren't "together", but we're not seeking other relationships. With all of the stresses in her life right now, having to worry about a long distance relationship shouldn't be one of them. That's why we're taking this "break" to give her time to think and clear her head. This will also make sure that she really does want to be with me. During this indefinite period of indecision, I'm not going to be actively seeking relationships, but by all means, sexual encounters are welcome!
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Sexally Open Relationship
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Posted:Apr 7, 2007 11:29 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 9:48 pm
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Well, it's official. My girlfriend and I now have a sexually open relationship. We've both been given and have given each other the permission to have fun with others sexually. As long as there's no emotional attachment to another person, everything is fine.
If anybody is interested, feel free to contact me.
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Bored and Horny... Sound Familiar?
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Posted:Apr 6, 2007 8:46 am
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2007 12:54 pm
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Well, it seems that the past week has left me extremely horny. I'm no exactly sure why I've had such a heightened horny mood, but I'm only complaining because I have nobody to extinguish it with. Care to change that? 
I've also been wondering why guys focus so much on the size of their dicks. I'm not small, by any means, yet I still find myself wondering if any "male enhancement" products could help increase my size, while knowing they don't do jack shit. One can't help but to dream.
I guess the national average size in America is about 6"-6.5". I'm 1"-1.5" above that, yet I still can't help but to be embarrassed about my size. I can understand those being "average" or below average being concerned about their size, but not someone who's well hung. Of course, you are always concerned about not pleasing your partner because of your size, but you'd think that it'd dissipate as you're larger and larger, and I'm sure this is true to some extent, but the fear really is irrational. You're not going to please everybody, and you're certainly not going to fuck everybody, so it shouldn't really matter, right? One would think.
Not to say that I'm not confident about my size, but I still question it. I know I'm not the only person to feel this way. It's just confusing to me to think that I would be embarrassed when I certainly have nothing to be ashamed of. Trust me, if I had a nicer body, I'd want to parade my naked body around. I certainly wouldn't be ashamed of my size, so it's not the feeling of inadequacy.
Maybe there's more to guys than meets the eyes. Still, they're nothing compared to women. Don't get me started on that issue.
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Oo La La
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Posted:Mar 29, 2007 5:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2007 5:52 pm
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I got a haircut today from my mom. It's not the best, and I'm not TOO fond of it, but it's better than the shaggy mess that it was. One could say I'm even hotter than before, but I doubt anybody thinks I'm "hot" to begin with. It's progress, though!
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Fuck Me
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Posted:Mar 22, 2007 11:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2007 2:18 pm
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I don't know if I can take it any longer. I know I just posted a blog about desiring sex, but I'm fed up with this feeling. I've had it for too long. An emotionless, sexual friendship or one-night-stand is all I desire. The thoughts of being able to have this is making me constantly hard.
I'll admit to being too shy to make the first move. I don't know why, but I can't bring myself to do it. It's been something that I've had a problem with for years. It seems particularly hard to go up to women, even on here.
So, if any woman is even remotely interested in seeing where things could go, send me a wink or more. Once I know I have a green light, I'm more than willing to take the initiative.
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Desires of the Flesh - Women Needed
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Posted:Mar 22, 2007 11:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2007 7:18 pm
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Well, it seems that my cousin's relationship has ended. His (ex-)girlfriend has "issues" she needs to figure out about herself and what she wants. Well, my cousin has decided that he's not going to wait for her, and now he just wants to live a single life and fuck girls.
This put thoughts into my mind that I just haven't been able to shake. I had these thoughts back in February, but now they're back with a vengeance. I need to fulfill the desires of the flesh before I go crazy. The thought of being able to slide in a tight, wet pussy is making me go crazy. I NEED that. I know it seems a bit daring to say "need", but I don't know what else to think. I've have these desires that I want to extinguish.
I'm not very bold, so I haven't really tried to take these desires anywhere. That and the combination of being in a (long-distance) relationship makes me a bit timid in trying to find someone. Though, if a girl takes on the initiative and suggests a hook-up, I don't know if I could resist. I don't know if I would want to.
I mean, I'm not looking for another relationship. The one I'm in now is great. I don't think I could find a better woman for me. The only problem is that we're 700 miles apart, and neither of us have the money to take trips back and forth on a regular basis. I doubt I would have any desire to sleep with other women if me and her lived close to each other. It's just the lust that has a hold of me.
Until I can be with her and move to be with her, I have two options. I can bang my head against the wall repeatedly to try and curtail these desires (which won't go away), or I can let loose and have sex with a few random women, having no emotional ties with them. I don't need love, I already have it. I just need sex.
Now to continue to hope that some woman will take on the initiative to help me out. A guy can dream, can't he?
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Love and Lust
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Posted:Feb 17, 2007 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2007 11:17 am
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I've recently thought about the concept of having an open relationship. It made me realize that there are huge differences between lust and love. They can both be related, or they both can be completely separate entities in a relationship. How so? Let me rant.
The simplest evidence that supports this idea is when you initially meet your partner. You don't start dating them because you love them, already. That's impossible. You cannot truly love someone if you don't know anything about them. You start dating someone because there's an attraction. There is some form of lust that draws you to that person, and from there does love blossom (or the relationship fails).
The opposite of that also proves this idea. Take a married couple of 60 years or so. They may have no lust for each other. I'm not saying this is always true, but the sexual drive does lessen with age. Just because the lust dwindles doesn't mean that the love has to as well. If they truly love each other, their love will continue to grow no matter how old they are.
Okay, so how does this relate to having an open relationship? Simple...
You can have lust and act on it without directly affecting the love that you have for your partner. If you can't satisfy your lust with your partner, there's no real shame in admitting that you may need it satisfied by someone else. As long as your partner agrees, the relationship won't have to suffer for any sexual activities outside of the relationship. Though, I would try to fix these issues inside of the relationship first before resorting to extra-relational activity.
As long as you don't form another serious relationship with a random, sexual partner, your love can continue to blossom in your relationship, and you can be sexually satisfied. You might even find your love for your partner growing exponentially because now you're satisfied, and you can focus all of your love and energy towards your relationship. I don't know how often that would happen, but I can imagine that satisfying your sexual desires could have this effect.
Of course, this all depends on you and your partner. If you have issues staying faithful to your partner, and you fear that if you try and satisfy your sexual desires elsewhere, you could end up ruining your relationship. Then I would suggest that you don't go looking for satisfaction elsewhere. Truthfully, your relationship is a lot more important than your sexual desires. While it's great to have both, it is not worth the risk to ruin something great that you have.
It all comes down to preferences and behavior. If you feel that it's not morally right to do this, then that's your choice. If you feel that this makes your relationship stronger, than that's your choice. Nobody can tell you that you're wrong. Love and lust is different in every person. You have to find out who you are and be comfortable in your skin. Only then can you truly be satisfied.
I'm not a doctor, psychologist, or any other professional licensed to give advice to people. This is purely my thoughts, my opinions, and my observations. Feel free to agree or disagree.
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