Okay. It's possible I've been having TOO much fun...
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Posted:Oct 1, 2007 4:04 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:22 am
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Wow. I've been gone for a minute. How's everyone been doing? I've been doing pretty fucking great.
It's weird though. I mean, all of a sudden, and when I say that I do mean all of a sudden, people have been calling me wanting to hang out and get drinks or watch movies or whatever, and hardly any of this went on when I first started school. Somewhere along the line my ki got shifted, and now I'm attracting more attention.
I love my job, but it takes its toll I have to admit. On Mondays, like today, I have class right after work. So now I'm beat and waiting for the Patriots game to start and I still have to read these papers for class. Ah, well. I'm loving it.
They've given me an assload of schoolwork this semester as well. And the truth is that I don't have much time for Affairlook like I did at the beginning of the semester. Not only that, but as far as I know I still cannot e-mail anyone unless they e-mail me first, so I dunno what's up with that.
But, I hope that everyone is doing well. I'll try and log on when I can. Take care.
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Drinking red wine with old friends...
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Posted:Sep 20, 2007 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:22 am
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Wow. Feeling good and calm. I just finished having a couple of cups of wine that my friend M (who is also the 31 year old woman that I mentioned before), brought to share with me and our old writing professor. It felt really good catching up on what's been going on between all of us. There were lots of smiles and giggles. I blame the wine for some of it.
Walking back to my apartment, I had one of those moments where it feels as if everything is right in the world. I know it isn't, but that's how I felt at the moment. I'm sure the wine, which was REALLY good, helped in this, but it's been a while since I felt that way so I appreciate it for what it is. Who knows when I'll feel that way again.
Oh well. All you can do is look forward, right? Things are going pretty good on my end. Let's see how long it lasts.
Hope everyone is being safe. Take care and good night!
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"I got a boner!"
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Posted:Sep 19, 2007 2:15 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:07 am
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The title of this blog is a quote from the movie Superbad, which I saw with a friend of mine last night in Queens. We went to this shitty little theater where ticket prices are only four dollars (in a city where a ticket at an AMC theater would be ELEVEN FUCKING DOLLARS!) The floors were sticky, the sound was bad, the movie up on the screen looked like a DVD bootleg version, and the theater could only hold about fifty people, if that.
Regardless, I had a great time. The small theater was a bit more comfy than your average auditorium. Besides, I laughed HELLA hard at this movie and I highly recommend it. McLovin is my hero, and I remembered how I wanted to be that guy when I was in high school. I laughed so hard that my throat became dry and it was hard to speak. And this was my second time seeing the movie!
Things have been pretty sweet on the East Coast. I'm loving my job; the students who come to me for help aren't bossy and seem to want to learn, and time flies by pretty quickly. Can't ask for more than that. The only problem is that I have been neglecting my school work to some extent. Instead of watching McLovin do his thing, I should have been working on my paper for my Narrative class, but oh fucking well.
Life is pretty good as of right now. I wonder what tomorrow will bring...
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I got tagged! I can't believe this shit!!
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Posted:Sep 17, 2007 8:32 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2007 3:57 pm
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I've only been blogging for a few weeks! And I only have five blogs! How did this happen?? I thought I was being so careful!
Crap, well let's begin shall we?
1) I've never left the country. I know, sad right? Everyone I know has left the country. Even my little sister. MY LITTLE SISTER! But it's all good. Give me a year or two. Japan, here I come!
2) I have owned just about every Nintendo system that has ever come out, which includes the 8-bit system, Super Nintendo, Game Boy, Game Boy Advance, Nintendo 64, Nintendo Gamecube and the Nintendo Wii. All I need now is the Nintendo DS and my collection will be complete.
3)I love eating fruit. My favorite fruits of all time are grapes and watermelon. I buy like a pound of grapes every other week or so.
4) When I was seven, I wanted to be a Ninja Turtle. Michaelangelo to be exact. When the Ninja Turtles movie came out in the 90's, I had actually practiced and performed every ninja move in the movie! It was great exercise, but I'll bet my dad thought I was a bit disturbed.
5) I am no longer afraid of insects of any kind, and I haven't been since going out on a bug collecting field trip for my Zoology class junior year. I remember walking up to this abandoned shack, and when I looked up, about a hundred wasps and wasp nests were lining the ceiling. I didn't move a muscle, and when nothing happened, that's when I realized there was nothing to be afraid of.
6) When I was a , I HAD to have the tv on in order to go to sleep. Now I can't sleep with it on. My sister still needs the tv as far as I can tell.
7) I can hear slightly better in my left ear than my right ear.
 I don't owe my undergraduate school a fucking cent.
9) I have had dreams so real that when I woke up, I went about the day thinking the dream had come true.
10) I still love the fucking Muppet Babies.
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And to think, there was a time when I had sex every day...
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Posted:Sep 15, 2007 11:17 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:20 am
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I figure that since I'm on a sex site, it's time that I actually talk about my sex life. Or the lack thereof. Below are certain facts pertaining to me and my success with the opposite sex.
- I did not have sex for the first time until I was 21. I was incredibly shy in college. Even when girls would blatantly come onto me I would shy away and pretend I had something better to do. My first lay was also my first girlfriend, who was a bit more experienced than me. Of course our first time having sex was terrible, but she saw something in me, and knew that I could get great at sex once I learned the rules.
My ex was a bookworm. Any and all problems, in her mind, could be solved by studying. So, she would send me to Borders bookstore and we would read sex books together. I'm very glad we did, because once I knew what the rules were, I became really good at sex, and for an entire year we would have sex just about every day. I got so good that I would be able to make her cum at least three times per session. I believe that the amount of sex we had more than made up for the years I was neglected of it.
- When I broke up with my girlfriend when I was 23, I took the immature route and started sleeping with a lot of women (okay, just four) over the course of the next year. Now, I'm a reasonably intelligent guy, I have a great sense of humor, and I have dimples. AND I was good at sex! Most of the girls I slept with wanted relationships afterwards, and after a pretty bad break-up, I wasn't down for the long term.
One of these women was in her 30s and wanted me to be her boyfriend. The sex was great but I had to back off of that. She claims I broke her heart but I try and let the girl know about my stance on relationships before things get too heavy.
There was another girl who nearly broke my heart because I had fallen in love with her blowjobs. And was startled to find out that she was screwing just about every guy at GSU. I thought that she really liked me, but it turns out I still have a lot to learn about relationships.
- Anyway, about a year and three months ago I went through a lull where I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life. I wanted to start on a novel but never did, I didn't have a job and was living with my parents, and I wanted to get into grad school but had not made any real moves. Suffice to say, sex was the last thing on my mind and I haven't been laid since, even now after getting into grad school. But I'm working on it!
- Well, I'm gonna have to continue this later. I have a lot of studying to do.
Peace.
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What the hell happened?
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Posted:Sep 13, 2007 9:04 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:13 am
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My predicament is an odd one. And I'm not really sure what to do about it.
I was reading through PeoriaPassion's blogs and came across an intriguing one called 'Grow a Pair', which talks about how men have become too lazy and comfortable in their own skin to actually get out and really take part in the world.
And I think she's right. Everywhere I look in New York City, fucking New York City, guys just walk around looking depressed and lonely. Even in my master's program, the guys in my class look fucking sad. Those that don't look sad, look like they would be boring to hang around with. My suite mate, who is actually a teacher here at the school, does not smile. THE MOTHERFUCKER. DOES. NOT. SMILE.
Now I love my master's program, since the teachers seem to know a lot about the subject they're teaching (for a change). But most of the guys and girls look like they haven't gotten laid since 2004.
One of the reasons that I wanted to come to New York was because of the excitement of the big city, and I've done a few neat things since I've been back. My friend M invited me to the West Indian Day parade in Brooklyn (which kicked HELLA ass I might add), and last weekend I visited an outside art exhibit in Queens which was really nice.
Other than that, I really haven't done much of anything. I sit in my room on the internet, watching porn or playing video games. I might read something for class, but a lot of the time I'm just stewing, wondering when things went wrong. I think I'm starting to absorb all of this sadness, and I cannot let that happen. I moved away from my hometown in Georgia cuz the town was boring as shit. Now I can feel it happening again.
I would like to think that I'm feeling this way because I'm maturing, and that the childlike wonder I used to have for the world is diminishing because of it, but looking sad all the time should not be interchanged with maturity. You feel me?
The underlying theme of this blog is that I REALLY need to get laid. That would solve a LOT of my problems, but for now I better get out of my room before I start a tragic novel. 
Later.
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I went to sleep dreaming about candy and when I woke up I had a job!
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Posted:Sep 7, 2007 3:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:11 am
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That's right! I got my first job here in the Big Apple. Actually a friend of mine named F put in a good word for me. F is a classmate of mine in the Creative Writing program and is hella cool. I promised her I'd take her out for pizza, but not as a date. I love F but I ain't attracted to her in that way. If I wanted to pursue that, I'd be all up in it, but she's a really good friend of mine and that's not the way I roll.
Actually, I have my eye on a cute redheaded girl who lives in my apartment. I've only seen her like twice but both times I've seen her we make eye contact and smile at each other, which is weird because people usually don't do that here in New York if they don't know you. A lot of people live in my apartment, so it would be just my luck if I never saw her again. Here's hopin'.
Oh yeah. The job. Basically I'll be tutoring community college students and helping them with their studying methods. I don't start until the middle of next week and I'm hella excited. My boss is in her early 40s and is pretty damn fine. I've messed around with a woman in her 30s but nobody in their 40s. (She's your boss Black. You shouldn't be having these thoughts to begin with!)
Well anyway, I'm feeling pretty good right now. Now if I could just get laid life would be perfect.
And we can't have that now can we...
Hope everyone is doing cool. Peace.
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Back in the big city. How do I feel?
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Posted:Aug 28, 2007 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2007 2:39 pm
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Insignificant. I was sitting on my bed looking out my window at this big ass city and realized that I'm one person in a sea of millions. There are people out there walking their dogs, getting off of work, hitting up a party or getting drunk. The city that never sleeps.
Well I didn't do a damn thing today besides go to class. I basically sat in my room playing around on Affairlook until it was time for school. My classes seem really interesting though. And I even met this one girl named K. I had mentioned in the Advice Lines that there are some people that you automatically 'click' with, and no effort has to go into having a conversation. She's a person like that. She's engaged, so asking her out is out of the question. But it's good to have someone to talk to.
Tommorrow I go in for a job interview where I tutor college freshmen. My first interview in New York. Whooptie-fucking-do.
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The brave and the bold
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Posted:Aug 26, 2007 8:49 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2014 4:09 am
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Just came back to New York a couple of days ago after being in the ATL for a while. It's good to be back. I didn't want to go to Atlanta, but my mom begged me to visit her, so whatcha gonna do. But it sure as hell felt good getting on that plane back to LaGuardia.
Well, let's just get this out of the way now. I'm a shy guy. Or at least, I'm a shy guy who is trying to change. I'll probably always be shy, but if you've read a bit of my profile, then you know that I want to be a novelist one day. And part of being a novelist is listening to how people talk. That way you'll be able to write believable dialogue and get into the character's head better. So no matter how I look at it, I'm gonna have to start talking to people. I will update this blog with my progress every couple of days, but this first one is just to break myself in.
I've been called a lot of things in life, including bold, but I had never been called brave until I told people that I moved from Atlanta to New York. When I told my classmates this on the first day of school, I couldn't believe the reactions I got. One girl looked like she was about to cry because she felt sorry for me, my teacher laughed at me, and everyone else just had a fixed look of disbelief as if I'd told them that the show 24 was about to be cancelled (god forbid. Jack Bauer is the truth!)
But I got a lot of warm receptions afterwards. A couple of people said I had done a brave thing moving to the city. Many people had been trying to get out of New York for the longest so they couldn't understand why I wanted to come to New York, but it was cool. I met some pretty awesome people and am glad to be back in the city.
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