i have been trying to figure out what the difference is between having a 3some and "getting somebody elses seconds" ..FOR EXAMPLE SAY I had a 3-some with 2guys..then the next month i had sex with guy a ..then guy b came back into town and called but said he didnt want guy a's seconds..(.(yes i told him i had just left guy a)..now i was perplexed as to why he would say this as we all just had sex together not even a month ago...so technicaly speaking he had aready got seconds..third..and fourth... I do not understand this at ALL
I am really at a place in my life now where I am going to have to decide exactly how important fucking is to me and how it fits in my list of priorities..there was a time when it wouldnt of mattered to me if I fucked or not..but the last year or so since I have been introduced to what it is like to have multiple orgasms just by penetration..WELL WELL WELL...Now that shines a WHOLE NEW LITE ON THE SUBJECT!! I have always had a high sex drive..and I have always loved sucking and fucking (yep even during the days when I couldnt cum so easily--i still loved sex)..So I am at a crossroads here as to what to do with myself.. Should i continue to just have a few friends with benefits or should I go for getting me a full time man to keep around at all times? I just dont know..I do know that I am capable of being faithful..but I am not walking no one way roads anymore.. and ther one guy I have been kicking it with says he cant be with me because he knows too much of my past..the new guy wants to be with me but what if he finds out about my past? LOL..wtf difference does it all make anyway?!?