Day Dream (Part 1)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:25 pm
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Standing in the middle of a hot crowded room, as the chatter and screams continue, despite my best efforts to keep the room in order, I can feel the light breeze coming from the two fans, which are blowing behind me. The feel of the cool air against my hot, sweaty skin sends chills up my spine, the feeling that runs through my body is filled with so many different sensations that at this point may be too much for me to handle. I bite my bottom lip, tilt my head back, and close my eyes.
Flashbacks come rushing in, filling my mind, sending waves of electricity down my spine and throughout my entire body. Images of yesterday, and this morning, overflow my mind, followed by an overwhelming rush of all the different sensations, all of which I experienced just a few hours ago.
Beginning with that first kiss, soft, light, tender, your lips barely touching mine. Anyone watching us would not have thought twice about the short period of closeness, when your lips grazed mine for that brief moment. However, to you and me, that was the beginning of an unbelievably amazing and unforgettable night.
We walk into the hotel; take a quick detour to the vending machines, picked up some water, which later I will be very thankful for. Then we head upstairs, walking down the hallway towards the room, I find my self surprisingly calm and eagerly anticipating what I know will soon come.
We finally reach the room; you open the door for me and follow me into the room. We set our things down, and lose our shoes at the first opportunity, then, we settle our selves comfortably on the bed, continuing our flirtatious conversation at our leisure.
By now, I have already noticed the condoms that have been placed on the night stands, and I'm wondering if and when we'll finally get to use them. As if reading my mind, you move closer to me, and you softly kiss me, not as soft as the first time, but that kiss ignites my senses and soon enough my body is aching for more.
We begin to take our clothes off, and by now I can feel the effects the shrimp tends to have on me, I have the urge to rip your clothes off, throw you on the bed and have my way with you... But I don't... I wait... I've waited a month; I can wait a few more minutes. You kiss me, and tease me, awakening that monster within me with every touch. As I'm sitting on the bed, you're standing in front of me; I begin to trace my way down your chest, with kisses and licks randomly moving about your body. With every lick, and every kiss, I move lower and lower down your chest, to your stomach, and lower, until I'm almost there... I get as close as I can, to your now rock hard cock, I continue to kiss and lick my way around, getting closer and closer to the base of your shaft, my hands exploring and touching everything else my mouth already hasn't. I can feel the wetness of your cock through the material of your underwear, and I hear you moaning and calling my name, which makes me want to just take over!
I stand up, kissing you softly, and move around your body, forcing you to turn around, and sit on the bed, I slowly push you down on the bed, and I straddle you as you lay there, kissing your chest and working my way down again. This time, going all the way down, between your thighs, and slowly lick my way back up to your balls, I feel your body respond under me as my tongue moves around your balls, licking every inch, taking my time as your moaning grows louder. Finally, I slowly take your cock and wrap my mouth around the head, slowly pushing my head down, forcing your cock deeper into my mouth. Your moaning intensifies, as I continue to suck your cock faster and faster, trying to take all of you into my mouth... I can't wait any longer, I want to feel you inside of me...
To be continued
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jul 25, 2007 7:21 am)
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Dear Nessa (as in "Dear Abby")
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:20 pm
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There's A First Time For Everything - We all tend to relish our virgin encounters, particularly when it comes to sex. The maiden voyage is rarely the creme de la creme, but it is often the most memorable. With that in mind, I would like to take a moment to welcome you to Affairlook FTLS's newest thread, Ask Nessa. Every week I will be writing an article based on your questions as we attempt to unlock the tantalizing mysteries of sex and the human condition.
I have spent the past several years of my life considering the concept of writing on a variety of topics. I've dabbled here and there... but then I thought, why not here..? among friends?? The more I thought about the idea, the more I was fascinated by the concept of addressing all aspects of the subject that literally makes the world go around: Sex.
I intend for this to be something like Dear Abby... But with more... spark! My hope for each article is to journey into uncharted waters or at least put a fresh spin on an old standby. The topics will be selected by your questions, so please don't be afraid to throw me a curve ball in order to make the forum as intriguing as possible. Furthermore, I should also say that I don't consider my self an "expert" but I will definitely try to answer all of your questions and make the articles worth reading... I also want to ask everyone's cooperation and point of view, so don't be afraid to put your input and answer questions!
I hope you are all as excited as I am as we embark on a sensual journey into the nether regions of our fantasies.
~*~ M!ztress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jul 26, 2007 1:22 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:17 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:57 pm
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Yesterday, as my friend and I are driving home from picking up something to eat, this guy decides he's going to run in front of my car!! My friend, who was driving, stopped the car in time to avoid hitting the guy, and then they danced back and forward a few times... Every time my friend would go one way, the guy placed him self in front of the car. Until finally, after he realized that my friend was not going to hit him, the guy proceeded to throw him self on the floor and pretend like he'd been hit!!
My friend pulled over, of course, and by the time I got out of the car, ready to beat this guy an inch within his life, other cars had already pulled over, and were calling the cops!! Stating that this guy had been hit and was seriously hurt! People were getting out of their cars to "help" this man off the road!
Thankfully, there was a car that was behind us when this man allegedly got ran over, and they saw the whole thing, they stopped and after a tow truck, 3 police cars and a state police car arrived to the "scene", we were able to tell them what happened, and finally, we were told to go ahead and leave.
Honestly, how can people go around trying to screw other people is beyond me! And I don't know about you guys, but I about had it with everything going so wrong for me this year!! It's just too much!! Something's gotta give! Sometimes... I just want to scream!!!
What's the last unbelievable thing that happened to you?
How did that end?
How has this year been treating you?
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jul 8, 2007 9:31 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:15 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2012 9:44 pm
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Today, as I closed my eyes,
Thoughts of you filled my mind
A warm feeling between my thighs
My imagination and body entwined
I remembered your embrace,
The sweet nectar of your lips
The way you kiss my face
And the way you move your hips.
My fingers began to wonder
Slowly up and down my neck
Around my breasts, even lower
I try to keep my desires in check.
But my legs spread open
As my finger gently slides in
A tingling sensation all over my body
A soft moan escapes my lips
I can feel my nipples get harder
As my finger explores my warmth
Secretly wishing you were here
Today, thinking of you,
I touched my self.
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~ |
(Originally Posted Jul 6, 2007 4:42 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:14 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:56 pm
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Today, I was in the hospital all afternoon... My had an accident at the boys & girls club... he went swimming, and after they were done, they were heading upstairs to the locker room to change, and I'm not sure if he started running up the stairs, or if he was pushed or what, but he fell, and he hit his jaw pretty bad.. he was bleeding.. fortunately he only tore off a piece of his gums off... the hospital thought he had broken his jaw or at the very least dislocated it, but after several hours and xrays, they said he was fine... of course part of his chin and cheek is swollen the size of a golf ball... but he's ok.
I tried putting ice on it... but he doesn't even let me touch it! much less put ice on it... I'm not happy it happened, but if it had to happen, I'm glad it happened at the boys & girls club... because he looks pretty beat up... and the last thing I need is to be blamed for it!!
I don't know if it's just me or what, but here lately it just seems that NOTHING can go right! I've had SO many things happen to me in the last few months that sometimes I'm even afraid to wonder "what's next?"... Do you ever feel like that?
What keeps you going during those times when nothing seems to go right?
When was the last time you had that long string of bad luck?
What did you do to turn it around?
Do you believe in luck?
~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 26, 2007 11:13 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:55 pm
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Yesterday was my birthday, as most of you already know... and I didn't throw a party, I didn't go out anywhere, I didn't get drunk, I didn't do anything special or festive... It's not really surprising, after all, I've never, in my life, even had so much as a birthday cake, much less a party or anything like that.
I've come to accept that, and I know not to even expect it... Most of the time, I don't even think about it, my birthday goes by just like any other day of the year.
But this year... I was woken up by my 7 year old 's most beautiful voice, singing "Happy Birthday" Wow! What a way to start the day!!
Then, I got birthday cards... My made me some birthday cards, in which they drew, color and wrote how much they loved me... my made me breakfast in bed... and when I finally got out of my room, my house was spotless!
I spent the rest of the day with my ... we did nothing out of the ordinary, just played games, watched movies... and had a good time!
It was a very good day... if I do say so my self.
1. What did you do yesterday?
2. What do you want to do on your last birthday?
3. How will you like to celebrate your next birthday?
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 23, 2007 11:08 am)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2012 9:44 pm
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Fatherhood
Being a Father is more than biological. It is found in the heart of only the most selfless.
Being a Father is to be a hero in a 's eyes just for fixing a toy.
Being a Father is to be a in your own certain ways, and teaching your to laugh and play.
Being a Father means caring more for the than for yourself.
Being a Father is to willingly sacrifice and to never question why.
Being a Father is to feel love, a love unconditional.
Being a Father is not as special as being a Daddy!
Happy Fathers Day to all the Affairlook fathers!!
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 17, 2007 7:47 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:03 pm
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People Who Say Money Doesn't Buy Happiness Don't Know Where To Shop!
Almost a year ago, Friday June 30th, 2006, It was claimed in a "study" by Princeton University researchers Alan Krueger and Daniel Kahneman that Money doesn't buy happiness. Their survey claimed that people who earned less than $20,000 a year reported spending only 12 percent more of their time in a bad mood than those who earned more than $100,000.
Bullshit!! That's just what rich people say to ward poor from stealing their Money. Everyone already knows that, in fact, Money DOES buy you happiness in one way or the other and if that doesn't work there's always a wide array of anti-depressants on the market for your choosing, (oh don't roll your eyes at me and insinuate that I'm immoral! As if you wouldn't be happier with a 40 foot yacht, huge house and a house keeper), if Money didn't buy happiness then I think we would see more people humming and skipping while on their way over to the Unemployment Office.
Personally I know Money makes me happy, it affords the food in my belly, the electricity running throughout my apartment, a roof over my head and it sure as hell allows me to make sure my have everything they need. I am a much happier person when I'm not in a state of fear about what is going to happen next. I think people who say Money doesn't buy happiness are taking their wealth for granted, in this capitalistic day and age it is just plain ridiculous to believe otherwise. I mean think about it, what are the ten most important things in life, now think if you could achieve those things without Money. Here's a quick list I came up with:
Health: Money pays for health insurance, medical treatments, private care, clean water and nutritious food.
Family: Without Money Protection Workers can deem you an unfit parent for failing to provide the necessities of life and snatch your . Money is quite literally what holds families together.
Shelter: I've lived in homeless shelters before, don't even try telling me that housing doesn't make you happy.
Security: Not having to stress over what or who your going to do in the near future.
Knowledge: Have you seen the amount of Money tuition is costing?
Friends: It's not much fun having a friend who constantly mooches.
Job: Why work? If you had enough you wouldn't have to, but if it's what makes you happy you could spend your Money on starting your own business and creating the best damn job for yourself.
Freedom: If you don't believe me than just ask OJ Simpson, John Bonet Ramsey or Robert Blake.
Sex: No one wants to screw a broke man or woman! not even a !
Traveling: Unless your planing on sneaking into the back of the luggage department you better bring some Money for the air fare.
Entertainment: Everywhere you go you need Money, can you get in for free at the movies? Probably, but if you get caught you're in deep shit! How about taking the to the zoo?? I often wonder how much does the zoo pay the damn animals there, I mean they must make TONS of Money to let you see what?? Nature?! How about a simple birthday party?! You can't show up without a present!!
The only thing I can think of that it can't bring is love, maybe!! I mean, It's been my experience that when I have Money, the one I love tends to love me back, but once that's gone, so it's the love... I mean, I know Money can't bring you real love, but sometimes it can buy happiness... guess there are some things that Money can't buy, but for everything else there's MasterCard.
~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS
(Originally Posted Jun 17, 2007 1:05 am)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:37 pm
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Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit reply and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest! Just do it its fun and it answers some questions if your truely honest!!
::WHAT IF::
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. You found out I was married:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I refused to leave my home:
8. I got into a fight while you were there:
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:
::WOULD YOU::
13. Help me hide a body?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
18. Try to solve my problems?
19. Love me or like me?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21 a. Lied to make me feel better?
21 b. If so, about what?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broken my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in three words:
31. What was your first impression of me?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
35. How well do you think you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37 a. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
37 b. If so, what was it?
38. Are you going to repost this to see what I say about you??
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 13, 2007 5:55 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2012 9:43 pm
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My heart was broken...
yet again, tonight...
I should be used to it,
but I'm really not,
It seems as if the pain
intensifies every time,
it gets harder and harder to breathe,
the pain in my chest gets stronger...
the knot in my throat gets bigger.
I know, I promised not to cry...
but I have to admit...
I'm having quite a hard time
keeping that promise tonight.
Looking at my lonely bed,
I'm so tired,
but I can't sleep there...
My mind can't stop thinking about you...
my body aches for you...
my heart screams your name...
but you're not there.
I want to call just to hear your voice,
but I know I can't... still...
my heart and body need you close...
instead, I lay here, helplessly torn,
between the agonizing pain...
and the hope...
that perhaps, tomorrow...
you'll be mine.
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
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(Originally Posted Jun 13, 2007 1:02 am)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:47 pm
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This is a fairy tale that should have been read to us girls when we were little:
Once upon a time
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in a land far away,
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a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess
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happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle.
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The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: "Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me....
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One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am...
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and then, my sweet, we can marry...
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and set up housekeeping in your castle
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with my mother,
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where you can prepare my meals,
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clean my clothes, bear my ,
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and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. "
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That night,
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as the princess dined sumptuously
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on lightly sauteed frog legs
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seasoned in a white wine
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and onion cream sauce,
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she chuckled and thought to herself:
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"I don't fuckin' think so."
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
FTLS
(Originally Posted Jun 10, 2007 12:47 am)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2007 8:50 pm
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A very good friend, who's also very wise often says "It's better to keep your mouth shut and allow everyone to think you're stupid, than to speak and remove all doubt." (or something like that)
I often agreed with that quote, I liked it, it sounded so wise and profound!
Life would soon teach me, that not only is it very wise and profound... but that it's also very hard to do when it's really necessary, when you're upset, or mad... When it really matters!
So, I lost my temper, and I lost the filter that's somewhere between my brain and my mouth, and I removed all doubt!! And the worse thing is, that people I really respect and care about got hurt... and they weren't even involved.
I've apologized, they said they accepted my apology... but come to find out, they just said that but have clearly expressed to someone that they will never forgive me... that things will never be the same.
I'm at a loss... and I don't know what to do, or if there's anything that can be done. You see... I don't want them to have that impression of me, it was something that was said out of anger and aggravation, it didn't come from my heart... in my right mind, I would NEVER disrespect them in any way whatsoever!
What's worse, is that "they", are related to someone I love very much... someone who I really don't want to lose... and because of that, they don't want this person to have any association with me... so, unfortunately, this person is in the middle of everything, feeling as if he has to make a choice... and well, compared to his family... I'm really no one important.
I don't want him to have to choose, not only because I know I'll lose, but because I've been in that position many times... it's not something I want anyone to have to deal with... I want to make things right again, and I know that a simple "I'm sorry" may not be enough, but how can I? When I apologized, they all said it was fine, it was forgotten! Now, it turns out that it's not forgotten... so why would they said that it is then?? to be polite? to get me out of their hair?? to not deal with the issue at hand??
I don't even know how to react to that! I'm used to having people tell me things how they are... bluntly, straight to the point! Why couldn't they just say, "You know what? It's not ok, I can't, won't, don't feel like forgiving you right now, and maybe I never will."?? THAT I can deal with, but don't tell me things are ok if they aren't! Anyway, I guess I just don't know what to do, or say... or even what to think! I guess you can say, I'm lost... and looking for someone, on the outside, to provide me with some form of wisdom here.
I guess this comes to show you that you can tame a tiger, but you can't tame a tongue...
Have you ever been in a position like this?
What did you do?
Do you ever tell someone you're ok with them when you know you're not?
What would you do if this was you?
You got any other advice, opinions, wisdom you'd like to share?
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 9, 2007 2:09 pm)
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Posted:Aug 2, 2007 12:48 pm
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There's one thing a quote does that nothing and no one else can do... It can become apart of you. You may never meet the person who said it, but that person is now a companion. Quotes help you get over pain, feel love, make you smile and laugh, and help you through those tough days when you think that no one else knows what you're going through.
Here are some of my favorite quotes:
"The hardest thing in life is to watch someone you love, love somebody else."
~ Unknown ~
"Love is NOT about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It is NOT about how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build til the end."
~ Jess ~
"Loving you was the best mistake I have ever made and I will keep going with the mistake for the rest of my life because I'll never stop loving you."
~ Unknown ~
"Never say goodbye when you still want to try never give up when you still feel you can take it never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go."
~ Unknown ~
"Sad Because I Need You Day & Night, Angry Because You Won't Take My Hand, Hurt Because I can't just hold you, But Remember, I'll Love You Always & Forever"
~ Unknown ~
"I Don't Want To Close My Eyes Because You Might Leave Me When I'm Not Looking, But I'm Scared To Keep Them Open Because I Don't Want To Watch You Walk Away"
~ Unknown ~
And my three most favorite:
"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
~ Kat Stratford (10 Things I hate about you - Movie) ~
"If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked which was to hell on heart, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it and above."
~ Gia ~
"There's no worse feeling than absolute loneliness, when the one you love is right next to you."
~ Nessa ~
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What are some of your favorite quotes? And why?
What or whom do you associate your favorite quote with?
If you had to make a quote about today, what would you say?
If your life was a quote, what would it say?
~*~ Mistress Nessa ~*~
(Originally Posted Jun 8, 2007 12:05 pm)
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