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Posted:Jan 5, 2008 7:36 pm
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Why is it so hard to get a man to talk about whatever it is that has him stressed out?!
I mean, I get the whole, "man's gotta be a man thing" but what is so wrong with talking to someone who's going to support you no matter what, about what's bothering you? Why go through the stress and the aggravation by your self if you can at least have a friendly ear to unload your problems!
I don't understand! Can you help me understand??
What is wrong with talking?
How do you get a man to talk about his problems?
And last but not least... What do men want?!
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 4, 2008 9:34 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2008 5:49 pm
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You heard me! Or, read me! I'm soooo in the mood!!!
It's been way too damn long since I had a nice long hard cock... the situation is getting so bad masturbation doesn't help much anymore... and I'm about out of ideas!!!
I guess it's true what they say... nothing beats the real thing!!
What's the longest you've gone without sex?
Did you masturbate??
What's the longest you think you can go without sex or masturbation?!
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 3, 2008 7:57 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2008 5:32 am
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I guess Affairlook is off to a bad start this year... I tried to login to Affairlook like 5 freggin' times and stupid thing logged me in finally, to the wrong ID!! some woman in Hawaii or something, but it sure wasn't me!!
I gotta say... that was the weirdest shit I have ever experienced, however, it's not the first time... It makes me wonder how many people have logged in and found themselves logged into my account!
Has this ever happened to you?
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 2, 2008 9:47 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2008 8:13 pm
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One of my New Years resolution is to try to make one post to my blog a day... at least... I'm not sure how that's going to work out, but I figured I'd give it a try.
Anyway, the reason for this post however, is not because of my new years resolution. It's because, I've been thinking...
Yeah I know, you all probably smell the smoke right about now!! ha ha ha!
You know, how when boys are , they tend to pick on girls they like?? Well... I've been wondering, do they usually outgrow that? or is that something that can continue on to adulthood?
The reason I ask is because, I am currently talking to someone, who seems to be very interested in me... but he also seems to take great joy in picking on me... nothing rude or anything, and it's all funny and as a joke... but at times I wonder... I mean, don't get me wrong, I love it that he makes me laugh and all, and I know he's not serious about anything he says when he does it, and it's never demeaning or mean. He can be serious when it's needed, and he apparently has no problem expressing his feelings... I'm just wondering if that's something some men just never grow out of.
I know there's things I've never grown out of, for example, I'm still terrified of the dark... I still collect stuffed animals, I still like to be babied when I'm sick... so I figured it's the same with men, and that's ok, I don't mind it, it's just a question that's been kind of lingering in my mind lately.
What do you think?
Is there something you haven't grown out of?
Is there something your parter hasn't grown out of?
Does it bother you?
~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS
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Posted:Jan 1, 2008 7:25 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2008 9:17 pm
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Ever since this new year begun, I've been thinking... well, actually, ever since I was able to drag my self out of bed and was forced to deal with my hangover, I've been thinking... and you know, this happens to me every year... I have no clue what my new years resolution was last year. I don't know if I followed through on it or not. I think I should start writing them out! LOL.
Anyway, does anyone ever keep those anyway?
What was your New Years resolution last year?
Did you accomplish it?
What's your resolution this year??
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Dec 4, 2007 7:03 pm
Last Updated:Dec 4, 2007 7:04 pm
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Is to win the current Affairlook contest... soooooo... I've decided to post one of my stories on the Affairlook blog for the [post 1165167]. For those of you who haven't read it, feel free to go read it, and vote for me while you're at it... of course, if you don't like it then you don't have to... For those of you who have read it... Feel free to go read it again and VOTE for me!!! unless you find one that you like better, then I guess you don't have to vote for mine... oh but I wish you would!!
~ Nessa ~
P.S. so, whatcha waiting on?! GO VOTE for ME!!! lol
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Posted:Nov 26, 2007 9:01 pm
Last Updated:Dec 13, 2007 5:27 pm
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So I'm sitting here watching the George Lopez show, I love him! He's so funny and yet so stupid... I guess you can say he's stupidly funny!! Anyway, the show today is about a poker game they're having, and that got me thinking...
How the hell do you play poker?!? lol
It's funny, ya know, at my age, and there's still TONS of things I've yet to learn or do... for example I would like to learn another language, like... german or chinese... I'd love to go bungee jumping or sky diving, or skeeing, or I could just learn to spell it first! lol
I want to open my own business, I want to give back to the community, I want to help other people... there's just sooo many ideas in my head, sometimes all at once, that I don't really know where to begin!! lol
So, what is it that you've always wanted to do?
Why haven't you done it?
Do you think you ever will do it?
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Nov 18, 2007 2:01 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2007 10:29 am
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Following blogville tradition, this is my 100th blog post, and my list of 100 things you probably didn't know about me... Enjoy!
1. I hate cooking.
2. I was raised in a convent for part of my young life.
3. When I was a , I wanted to be a nun.
4. I also wanted to be a reporter.
5. I like to say in bed on those dark rainy days.
6. I'm terrified of thunder storms.
7. I tend to talk in my sleep.
8. I will usually answer any questions asked to me while I'm asleep.
9. I have OCD.
10. I hate washing dishes.
11. I can't stand a dirty house.
12. I've never gone camping.
13. I've never gone fishing either.
14. I have NEVER even been to Six Flags.
15. Someday I want to be a published author.
16. I have one of the rarest first names you will ever hear.
17. I don't like my first name so I usually go by my middle name.
18. I will give a friend the shirt off my back if they need it.
19. I'm allergic to pineapple.
20. I lost my virginity when I was 15� I think.
21. I�ve masturbated for as long as I can remember.
22. I love to swim.
23. I�m terrified of heights.
24. I will usually close my eyes when going over a bridge.
25. I�m claustrophobic.
26. I was born and raised in Mexico.
27. I�ve never met my father.
28. I am the oldest of 4.
29. I don�t have any brothers.
30. I have an aunt that came in 2nd place in Miss America contest.
31. I have a cousin who�s a very well known Mexican actress.
32. I collect stuffed animals.
33. I went to law school.
34. I have a that passed away.
35. I like to sleep late.
36. I used to be in the track team at school.
37. I used to be able to do sign language.
38. I�ve been married only once.
39. I believe in ghosts & the supernatural.
40. I have 3 beautiful .
41. I've started working when I was 13. (I lied to my boss and told him I was 16 to get the job)
42. I know there are real vampires.
43. I'd love to live in the country.
44. I�ve never fired a gun or even been close enough to one.
45. I hate guns.
46. I love snakes.
47. My favorite color is Pink.
48. I hate ironing clothes.
49. My favorite dessert is strawberry cheesecake.
50. I still like to watch I love Lucy.
51. I hate wearing dresses.
52. I love to spend time with the elderly.
53. I saw my grandfather standing up in the middle of a crowded room about the same time he was dying in a hospital bed.
54. I love action movies.
55. I�ve always wanted to try bungee jumping.
56. I tried to commit suicide once.
57. I learned to drive a standard car in one day, by my self.
58. I didn�t take the driving test when I got my license.
59. I love to sing.
60. I love chocolate chip cookies.
61. The whole time I was married I never had an orgasm.
62. I like all kinds of music.
63. I can usually give the best advice.
64. I can�t take my own advice.
65. I like to write poems about things that are happening in my life.
66. I grew up with my grandmother and great grand parents.
67. I had a of my own by the time I was 4 years old and I loved to ride.
68. I have had my heart broken more times than I can count.
69. I have my clit pierced.
70. I used to be a really good dancer.
71. I love being in a swimming pool.
72. My mother was a dance instructor in Mexico.
73. My father was also a dance instructor.
74. I have always wanted to go to Italy someday.
75. I'm a constant worrier.
76. I would like to practice more of the BDSM lifestyle than I actually do now.
77. I have a bad temper.
78. I speak my mind at all times sometimes I�m too blunt.
79. I am terrified of rats.
80. I'm actually terrified of all insects
81. I�m insatiable when it comes to sex.
82. I�ve always wanted to get my nipples pierced.
83. I have 2 tattoos
84. I don't wear earings.
85. I don�t go to church.
86. I�m a very good listener.
87. I always stick up for my friends.
88. I used to be an erotic dancer.
89. I used to be a phone actress.
90. I have a website of adult toys.
91. Everything I know about computers I�ve learned on my own.
92. I can build websites.
93. I really do want to find love some day.
94. I have a sister that lives in GA and I love her to death.
95. I have a dog.
96. I don�t really like cats.
97. I don�t like men that drink, one or two is ok, but not someone who drinks all the time.
98. I want to travel around the world some day.
99. I love to read, anything and everything I can get my hands on.
100. I appear to be tough on the outside, but on the inside I�m not that tough.
Wow! Ya know, It took me days to think of these 100 things! lol... Al this time waiting to make my 100 post and I couldn't think of any! Anyway I hope you enjoy, if you have any questions, feel free to ask!
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Posted:Nov 6, 2007 5:06 pm
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2007 2:29 pm
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So this weekend we went to get him another blood draw, today I got the call from the hospital saying that his levels are now back to what they're supposed to be, we're checking his levels again at the end of the month, and then a biopsy in a month or so.
Hopefully everything will continue to improve.
Thanks for your prayers, your comments, your thoughts and your support.
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Oct 31, 2007 8:09 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2007 11:29 pm
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So I got the results back from his lab work, the cyclosporine level is still too low. They'd like it to be somewhere around 250, and it was only 106 so they increased the dosage, yesterday, I had to take him for some more blood work, the results came in, and it's only about 150... Although they're not increasing his dose again, because they want to wait for him to have a few dosages to find out exactly where his levels are.
He's gotta go get more blood drawn either Friday or Saturday.
I'll keep you posted.
Thanks for all of your support!
Blessed be...
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Oct 27, 2007 4:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2007 10:17 am
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First, I'd like to say I'm sorry for not posting updates on a more regular basis. I've been really busy, and the times that I have logged in here, I barely have time to read some post and that's about it. I know some people have asked about me, and my , to those people, thanks, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for keeping my in your thoughts and prayers.
So, he finished his treatment, and today I took him to the hospital for some blood work, I should know those results by Monday afternoon or Tuesday at the latest.
I've talked to his cardiologist. And depending on the results of his blood work, meaning if his levels come back ok then they're looking at doing another biopsy in about 2 months. If the results of the blood work don't look good, then they will more than likely put him on stronger medication, change his cyclosporine to some other brand since they've already increased the dosage a few times.
I don't want to get my hopes up, but he seems to be back to his normal self, his appetite has returned, he's very active again. Which I hear are all good signs, so I'm hoping that this treatment did in fact worked.
Other than that, things are good with me, except for this flu, or walking pneumonia that I've got, which means now I have to be extra careful not to give it to him! That's the last thing he needs.
Anyway, that's it for now... Thank you all, again, for all of your support, you guys are the best!! You have no idea how much having you guys and gals means to me.
Thank you & Blessed be...
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Oct 19, 2007 5:43 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2007 5:42 pm
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Just wanted to let everyone know that he's doing ok, he didn't bleed anymore from the site, he's been in bed though since then... Also, I wanted to let you all know that we got the biopsy results... His body is rejecting the heart. They've put him on a treatment, and we're hoping that it works for him... basically they're pumping him full of drugs and hope for the best.
I don't know how often I'll be around, but I'll keep you guys posted.
Thank you in advanced for all of your support and prayers.
Sincerely,
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Oct 17, 2007 8:05 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2007 6:30 pm
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I will be in the hospital all day today, my has his annual cardiac biopsy... I can't help but get worried everytime he has to do this, I wish that he didn't have to go through this, but it's better to be safe than sorry. Anyway, I hope everything turns out fine.
Have a great hump day everybody!
~ Nessa ~
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