Miztress_Nessa needs help from blogville.
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Posted:Feb 28, 2008 12:04 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2008 12:12 am
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Miztress_Nessa needs help getting her 8yr old 's body back to Texas for burial. And those who know Nessa know she's been going through some hard times lately so you can imagine her heart falling even more when she was told it'll cost $6000 to get him sent from Chicago, Il back to Dallas, Tx to be buried close to her other she lost as an infant. You can find more info about Nessa's loss on my personal blog through this link...My Heart is Braking for Nessa
Please pass this around blogville. I normally wouldn't ask any of you that I don't know to help but this is a family emergency. Ask yourselves....if you were a single mother of three and one of your passed away how would you afford to do what needed done? Wouldn't you want someone to help you?
Thank you to all who help.
Fuzzy
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Posted:Feb 17, 2008 11:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2008 8:22 am
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Isn't it funny how, one person can walk into your life and tell you things that make complete sense, but somehow you never manage to see before?? And suddenly... you just kind of accept it, maybe even embrace it, and apply it to your life without even thinking about it?
For those of you who don't know, I've been talking to someone for quite a while now... and I don't know what's going on with me exactly, but suddenly I find I react to things differently, I think differently... I smile more now!! lol... I don't know how to explain this... all I know is that I feel a change... maybe a change within me is happening, or just my life in general, or the way I view the world. Perhaps, it's just that the thought of this world not being so screwed up as I thought it was, and the thought that there is someone out there who the one for you... the thought that there's finally a light at the end of the tunnel... it warms my heart, and at the same time, it sort of scares me... and I'm not even sure why!!! lol
Anyway, I know this whole thing is not making any kind of sense to anyone reading this, and why should you care?! but, I'm happy... for the first time in a long long long time I feel loved, wanted, needed, lusted after... treasured... respected... it's all so new to me, and it feels so good... I never knew it felt this good... I guess that's why it's sort of scary.
1. When was the last time you felt loved?
2. When was the last time you felt scared?
3. How do you feel now?
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Feb 12, 2008 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2008 7:26 pm
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***WARNING***
DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT drink or smoke when reading this.
You WILL snarf or choke... I'm serious!! FINE! You've been warned.
24 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator...
1. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: Shut up, all of you just shut UP!
2. Whistle the first seven notes of It's a Small World incessantly.
3. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: Got enough air in there?
4. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
5. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
6. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
7. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral.
8. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go plink at the bottom.
9. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: I've got new socks on!
10. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: Oh, no, not now, rotten motion sickness!
11. Meow occasionally.
12. Holler Chutes away! whenever the elevator descends.
13. Walk on with a cooler that says human head on the side.
14. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce You're one of THEM! and move to the far corner of the elevator.
15. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers through it.
16. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask is that your beeper?
17. Say Ding! at each floor.
18. Say I wonder what all these do and push the red buttons.
19. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
20. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your personal space.
21. Announce in a demonic voice: I must find a more suitable host body.
22. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
23. Wear X-Ray Specs and leer suggestively at other passengers.
24. Stop at every floor, run off the elevator, then run back on.
~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
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Posted:Jan 23, 2008 8:59 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2008 10:35 pm
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So, I was driving home from work tonight when suddenly my car went from the left hand lane all the way to the right hand lane on the expressway and I couldn't do anything to stop it!!
I had my two passenger tires blow out not too long ago so I had to get new tires, well they weren't new, but newer, and ever since then, my car slips and slides all over the road!
I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do... this is getting ridiculous! I mean if it's not one thing it's the other... geez... What the hell does a person gotta do around here to get a break?!?
Anyway, that's my story for today, I think I'm going to go take a bath, and go to sleep or something, and pray that tomorrow is nothing like today!
I'll tell ya what... why don't you tell me about your day??
Did you have a good or bad day today??
Anything happened to you today??
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 22, 2008 9:27 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2008 8:59 pm
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Ya never know it, but guess what?? Yup! You guessed it! There's still somewhat of an exhibitionist within me!!!
I have this very nice friend online, that I've given permanent access to my webcam, and I turn it on whenever... and whenever he feels like it, he turns it on, and just watches me... I didn't think I could do something like that, but I did last night, and I'm doing it again tonight! I like it!!! lol Sort of like a peeping tom with permission! lol
So he can watch me sit here and chat, or masturbate, or change, or do my make up, or sleep!! Just whatever it is I'm doing at that time!! And since I sleep in the nude, I guess he enjoys it a bit... lol.
I wonder, what else can I work up the nerve to do??
What have you done lately that's surprised you?
What's the one thing you don't think you can ever do?
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 18, 2008 9:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2008 8:53 pm
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Yup, you heard it... or read it I should say... my sister is here! I'm sooooooooo happy!!!!! At least I know she's ok, she's safe and she's not on the street somewhere in the cold! I'm so happy she's here! Wait, I already said that right?! lol
Anyway, I just thought I'd let you guys know she's here and she's safe... Now if I could just get the rest of my life's problems resolved, I'd be happy!!
Are you happy?
What would make you happy?
What's going on in your life right now?
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 15, 2008 8:57 pm
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2008 3:54 pm
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Today, I'm just writing about my sister... she finally got a hold of me, I couldn't get a hold of my mom, but my sister finally called me today.
Apparently, my mom told her that if she broke up with her girlfriend that she could go back home, now let's keep in mind that my sister has been staying at the girlfriends parents house for the last few days. So, my sister agrees, and breaks up with her girlfriend... then she calls my mom, and tells her she's done what my mom requested and now she's gotta leave her girlfriends house.
Now my mom, knowing this, tells her, well that's just too bad because I do not want you here, and you can not comeback.
My sister has been trying to find a place to go, and has finally ran out of options... so, she will be arriving here on Friday! I'm happy she's coming, but I'm very mad that she had to leave her school when she's so close to graduating, and I'm still in shock at what my mother did! And people wonder why we don't get along!!
How is your relationship with your mother??
How do you talk to your mother about something she is doing that you don't like??
How do you prove your point to a stubborn mexican woman?! lol
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 12, 2008 3:29 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2008 6:42 pm
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When you feel sad? guilty? lonely? afraid? When you see things happen around you and you feel completelly useless? When you feel like your heart has been ripped from your chest? You know, when you're worried of what can happen, or what might happen. I'm talking about the kind of worry that keeps you up all night... because no matter what you do, you keep thinking about it... Even though you try not to, you try to distract your self, but you find no joy in the things that you used to enjoy. Food, games, TV shows, masturbation... sex... all are just plain, bland, tasteless, useless, meaningless.
Usually, I can't wait for the weekends, those are the times when I rest, play, enjoy time for my self and with my family... even if it's just watching a movie, reading a book... but this weekend... it's not a good weekend for me, then again yesterday wasn't a good weekday for me either... Thursday wasn't a good one either... and I'm afraid, I have quite a few of those bad days ahead.
I feel as if I'm going out of my mind... I have this thing... I can't stop thinking about it, I can't get it out of my head... I keep thinking, and imagining things... thoughts running through my head a mile a minute, and no matter what I do, or try to do, it doesn't stop.
Can we just rewind time, to Wednesday night, and leave it there until next month?? Please?!?!
Or any ideas of what I can do to get this thing that driving me crazy out of my head??
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 10, 2008 8:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2008 9:45 am
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I don't understand how is it a person is supposed to get ahead in this life, I mean, if you're doing what you need to be doing, why can't a person just get a break?!
It sucks!!
But don't you worry, cuz I'm not giving up... Not this time!! This time, they've messed with something that I'm not willing to let go so easily.
I know you have no clue what I'm talking about... let me just said that somewhere in this wonderful United States... someone has pissed me off to the point of no return... and this time, I will not go quietly into the night!
However, I do have to say... THIS BITES!!!!!!!!!
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 9, 2008 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2008 11:12 pm
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And boy am I fucking scorn!! I'm sorry, but I have to do this... somehow I have to let out all this aggravation I've got within me!!
This is a rant! so beware!!! And it's about my mom... she kicked out my sister because she found out that she's bi!! I mean what the hell kind of crap is that?? my sister is 17, and doesn't have a job, she's got 4 more months to go to graduate... she has no where to go!! And what I don't understand is how in the world does ANYONE turn their back on their flesh and blood over their sexual preference?! I mean what the hell is wrong with this picture?!
I just don't get it! Before anything that is her ! Straight, gay, bi, white, black, yellow whatever! that is HER ... flesh of her flesh.. blood of her blood!! How dare she just kick her out like that?!? Over that?!? Are you fucking kiddin' me?! I can't... I mean, I got so much to say about that I can't even type it fast enough and I type about 80 words per minute!!! That should tell you how upset I am about this whole issue.
Now my mom won't even answer the phone, I guess my sister told her I was going to call her tonight and she decided to take the phone off the hook or something, because she does NOT want to hear what I have to say about this whole mess!
I just don't get it! I would understand if she was kicking her out because she was on drugs or mixed up with the wrong people... I mean, my mom still has a 11 year old to worry about, so yeah, if my sister was doing all that, I'll be the first one to tell her she can't be there! But she's not hurting anybody! She's not sleeping around or anything.. she's got her self a little girlfriend and that's it. She's been with her for about 8 months now, if not more! So what the hell is this woman's problem?!?
I don't get it!
Can someone explain it to me??
Can someone tell me where, when, how and who says that if your does not have the sexual preference you want them to... that ceases to be yours????
Cuz honestly, I think I missed that memo... or there's a few fucking pages missing in my fucking "parenting manual" or something!
What pisses me off even more is the fact that I can't do shit for her right now... I mean I can't even buy her a ticket to come here!! But I'll tell you something, I'll be DAMN if I'm going to have ANY sister of mine living on the fucking street! FUCK THAT! It ain't happening! I don't care what I gotta do, but she won't be on the damn street, I can guarantee you that!
Now, I know you're probably thinking, well call your mom and tell her how you feel about this... right??
Well guess what?? Someway some how my mother already has it in her head that this is all MY fault! I haven't even talked to the woman and I know she's raising hell right now bitching about this being my fault! Now, my sister lived with me for two years... in all that time, she went to school every day and brought me nothing but "A's" home... she goes back to my mom, and she goes back to doing bad in school and skip school and all that, and my mother, tells me it's MY fault!! Now how the hell is it my fault if I'm here and she's there with her?? Don't matter, just like that won't matter in this case either... my sister likes girls and it's MY fault! that's all she's going to say if she ever picks up the damn phone!
I just wanna scream!
~ Nessa ~
P.S. Now back to our regularly scheduled perving!
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Posted:Jan 8, 2008 10:55 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2008 11:13 pm
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This has been bothering me for like a week now!
Does ANYONE know the name of the melody that they play on the movie Titanic when the ship is sinking?!?! The melody that the musicians were playing... If ANYONE out there knows, PLEASE!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know!! it's driving me nuts!!!
Have you ever had a thought in your head that you just can't get rid of??
Does it drive you insane??
What do you do to get it out of your head?!
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 7, 2008 11:13 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2008 8:50 pm
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I was talking on the phone with someone today, and as always, he has me download music that he likes and we listen to it, in between topics of discussion... which I enjoy very much.
However, today, he had me download the song he wants played at his funeral... and while it is a very nice melody, it got me thinking... I've never thought about stuff like that... so, I'm just wondering...
Have you ever thought about stuff like that?
What song do you want played at your funeral?
Why??
~ Nessa ~
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Posted:Jan 6, 2008 10:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2008 8:46 pm
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Last night, as I was trying to pay attention to the chat room, and one of those infomercials came on... something about "motionless exercise"... and I thought to my self..."What the fuck kind of crap is that?!"
According to the infomercial, it's a whole 7 minutes workout of standing still, without moving... and you're supposed to lose all this weight... and I'm thinking: "Well hell!! If that's the case then I should be nothing but bone and skin right about now!! I done spent like almost 30 minutes watching this crap!!"
So, then the part where it tells you how to order this thing comes on right?? and I am stunned to find out that the regular price for this thing is like $700.00!!!!
Well, the first thing I think is: "This thing HAS to work!! I mean, they're taking all your grocery money for like 2 months!! how can it not work?!" Right?!
I mean don't get me wrong, I would love to lose weight, and I think most of us that need to lose weight would love it if there was some magic way to do it... but, realistically, I don't think there is! And to think that there's people out there spending that kind of money on something like "motionless exercise" really makes me wonder... Is this all we've become?! Are looks THAT important to people that they are willing to spend that much money on something called "motionless exercise"??? I mean, we all know that saying... no pain, no gain. So, what goes through someone's mind when they decide to buy something like that?!
What do you think about this issue?
Would you spend your hard earned money on something called "motionless exercise"??
If so... How much of that hard earned money are you really willing to spend on things that, just by the name tell you that they will not work!?
~ Nessa ~
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