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In love wit d wrong guy... sigh:(
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In love wit d wrong guy... sigh:( Hhmmm  u do i put myself in tis situation again  & i wouldn't say it's a gud way to end 2006 bt i would say tatm glad tat i got it out of my chest & told him bout it  Somthing about him has caught my eyes & heart bt for all gud reasons.. i know tat we can't b together  tat's d sad part bt told him tat i dun want tis situation to jeapordeze our frenship. Glad tat he took it ok I have known tis guy (my djguy) 3 years ago when i started clubing. At tat time, i only find him as a fren. Alwiz tot he had a gf as there was tis gurl who is there wit him & waiting for him bt d dj corner while he was spinning conveniently, i made frns wit her as i was also a regular at d club. tat time i was closer to d gurl than him  than d club close down & he transfered to a club in kl & started spinning there. I didn't go there too often as it was in kl & tat time we dun patronize kl tat often. even now. Prefer to hang arnd bangsar tat's when we lost contact will i met him again when i started hanging out at our regular place in bangsar  I was wit my frens talking & laughing when sum1 came behind me & tapped on my shoulder. 'doesn't d music sound familiar to u'. I know it does cus tis club actually is a branch frm d club to d o ld & their music is like computerize. bt he plays better music I actually started hanging out there very often. Often having my gatherings there. I got to know d staff's there as most of them r from d previous pub as well Than as i was chatting wit one of d staff, i found oud a lil more things about him. He has juz got married 9sumtime last year). I felt my heart sink down bt put on a smile on my face Than as i was chatting wit him, he conveniently tols me he was on d way to being a father. I was actually happy for me. sad bt true He actually intro-ed me to other staff & his wife as well everytime there's a chick there at d DJ console or his wife is there, i feel a stink in my heart & jealousy ( i know it's wrong). after all, he's a DJ. He's bound to b popular Than cuz his wife is pregnant & about to give birth, i saw less & less of his wife there. was happy bt m not as there were sum gurl wit him there. Tat's wer i know i m in troble as i felt tat i m falling for him & i know it utter wrong I know & felt strong feeling for him couple of months back. Y do u think i alwiz go back there heheheheheThan we exchanged msn & contact no's bt i know i can't b simply calling him as he has a wife at home. Dun want him to b in trouble. Than i felt tat he also was showing signs of liking me. Dun know how bt i juz felt it  He started being more affectionate while we were close wit each other & he started chatting wit me & sms-ing me.He was missing there for a couple of weeks as he's wife delivered a beaufitull bany gurl & i know he was very happy about it. who wouldn't I was both happy & sad Than recently when i saw him again spinning there, i was happy. glad to c him back there a couple of days (juz b4 d long break), i was having drinks there wit a couple for drinks. We were sitted outside. Unfortunately, my fren lost her m obile fone (it was snatched)  She juz placed it down on d table after using it & withing seconds d man came & grab it foo frm d table. We couldn't do anytg much.We actually got d bike's registration num bt found out tat it was a stolen lori num. Inspite all tat, we were s uppose to leave d place early. have a early nite. Than we met a couple of other regulars frm d pub. & wat do u know... we stayed there till d pub close oh yeah!!! so much for leaving early I was actually in a drinking mood as i know i'll b having a long break & i seldom have tat. So, i ordered my usual drinks & than decided to have sum beer. he had z on our table. I asked him if i could have sum & he said sure. I poured a lil & he actually ordered another jug. I tot it was for both of us when i found out he ordered another 2 mugs for himself. I coudlnt' finish all so he came to join me again. We were getting pretty close. Everytime he came to sat beside me, we would be holding hands under d table ( trying to b discreet) Than when leaving my heart felt heavy to leave bt he asked me to return d next day. Told me to b there alone ( bt i had other plans innitially). We kissed goodbye & he took me by surprise when he kissed me on d lips (talking about being discreet) I couldn't take it any further so, i sms-ed him to tell him about how i felt. he was like.. Y didn't i tell him like b4 when he was single. How do i know?? I I didn't feel like tat b4. it was now. He was okey about it. We talked for awhile on d fone at about 4am. damn!!! I was sleepy bt juz wanted to hear his voice. Than i made my mind to go there again d next day.. with or withour my frens Glad tat i decided to go there alone. I actually went to mamak wit a fren than she decided to leave early bt i wasn't going to go home so i trotted off there.Infact it turned out to b a gud nite. Mingled wit d staff & sum regular customers there. He came & joined me whenever he could Than he sent me home when he found out tat i would b taking a cab home. In d car of cuz we were like touching each other & he really liked d way i touched. When in front of my house, we made out. I would say.... he was a gud kisser We actually drove up to d side & parked there for awhile & kissed again. Than decided to leave. Got home & felt happy & sad. knowing tat i only could c him in a week's time. hehehehe As i m typing this, my heart feels very havey & sad.... knowing tat i won't have ny future wit him bt wanting him.. I know it's lust bt wat to do. I dun want to break his family so i have to b carefull of wat i do & i dun want his wife to b calling me & cursing at me for all d bad reasons well, hopefully, my year will b a gud one & wit or witout him Tat's my story so far. will update later on if anytg gud happens Who knows??? we m ight have a discreet repationship hope u have a gud holiday!!!! I have another day to go.. Thinking of wat to do cheers, xoxoxo ps..sowee for d long post. ju wanted to let loose about how i feel as i have no one to talk to  Wet_p |
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I think its okay as long as its pure lust...hehehe.I'm sure you'll get over it soon..but enjoy while it lasts..never regret
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I think its okay as long as its pure lust...hehehe.I'm sure you'll get over it soon..but enjoy while it lasts..never regret i dun regret wat m doing bt... hey!! thnxs for droping by. happy new yearWet_p
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Dun i know tat it's tough b i guess if i wanna put myself in tat situation i guess i have to deal wit tat hehehe. happy new uear to u too ) Thnxs for dropping by my blog Wet_p
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Maybe just enjoy the moment... live like there's no tomorrow.. but guard your heart,don't get hurt~ ~spunky enjoying while i can.. dun deny on anytg m not letting my heart hurt like b4 thnxs J Wet_p
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heheheheheit all happened to fast i m still blur at it yeah!!! plenty of fishes which we can get bt dun know if we can grab lol..yeah!!! gud luck to us both happy new year sweetie Wet_p
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Never fear my dear. You are still very young. If not in 2007, perhaps 08. But one day your time will come. Enjoy the journey and happy new year. Sir Teezalot WAR IS ABSURD
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Never fear my dear. You are still very young. If not in 2007, perhaps 08. But one day your time will come. Enjoy the journey and happy new year. hehehe. yeah!!! prolly one day.. one fine day my time will come & i m still waiting for tat time Wet_p
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U r so rite.. It's d wrong timing. Darn!!!! Prolly they r both d same think. wrong guy wrong timing I guess there's no rite guy. Even if u think u found him, he might still b flirting wit others behind & even in front of u. hehehe Thnxs for droping by Wet_p
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I miss ya sooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Oh yeah!!! shit definately happens..i dun thing anytg gud will happen wit me & him as u know wat i m.. I wonder wat's up wit me & DJ's (remember our gud old days) I reall ymiss my partner in crime When will b paint d clubs red again. Miss u:Wet_p
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Heya Babez, I know i haven't been in touch much lately as been sick but do know i just a call away... By the way i saw it commin from that nite he was giving u the look Smooth
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Heya Babez, I know i haven't been in touch much lately as been sick but do know i just a call away... By the way i saw it commin from that nite he was giving u the look Smooth now it makes me wonder hahahaha. will b calling bt didn't wanna disturb u as u weren't feeling well Wet_p
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