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BlackburnBlue 26M
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5/26/2021 10:24 am
stuffs

so, for the last 3 years i've been with my gf but im unsure of whether i actually want to still be with her. for the last 2 years i feel as though ive just grit my teeth and put up with it because that what you do in a couple pushing my own needsand wants to the side but i dont know if i can take it anymore. its hella frustrating
we're complete polar opposites and from different words entirely. for example, our major thing we argue about is my smoking vs her drinking. i have no intention of drinking unless its a proper night out; not a bbq, or sitting around at a family member's house but as much as i don't like it, thats just what she does
BUT if i want to have a joint after work or on my way home i get the stick
for he entirity of our relationship i've eaten her out at every chance to make sure that shes covered for that but she never returns it. all sex we have MUST be penetrative or servicing her, once shes done she doesnt even put any effort or even try to finish me off. i end up either calling it quits because im bored or finishing myself. i tried to recommenend to her to watch some videos of the stuff i like
she wont even go down on me, no matter how often i showeder (maxed this at 5 in one day), no matter how much i ask. she just doesnt bother. and dont let me get started on her attempt to play into my foot fetish. its like shes trying to put her foot near a viper without getting bit. no<b> touching </font></b>or anything, its just hovering or softly running on my leg.

on top of that we're both gamers, me being more devout, but do not like the same games at all.

i go to work and all day im thinking of much better i'd be just being single or how much i want to be able to live my life without her telling me what i can/cannot put into my body. its justso frustrating.
only when im arround her i actually want to be with her but nytime we're apart every little thing just boils up inside me. shes paid to clean and just sits there all day pretending to "do uni work" but instead plays puzzles and colouring games while im at work in a factory paying away my wage for what we eat and coming home after 8+hr shift being a laborer in a factory just to clean

i just really dont know if this girl really is the one

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