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my story thus far
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my story thus far So this is going to happen one way or another either I do it or I find a partner who will help me I guess what chastity and hormones have taught me is that I’m a submissive, I enjoy being frustrated For me this has been a slow process at first I dressed just because it felt good if you has asked be back Then would I become who I am now the answer would have been no!! I guess my demise was being curious, I cut a hole in a plank so limp I could put myself in but once hard I was stuck till I was limp again I would do this dressed and the outcome was just self-pleasure Then I discovered toys at first it wasn’t nice even painful but I enjoyed the feeling so this also got more Extreme, then it happened I had a feeling the pain had turned into something else Over the following months with practice this enjoyable feeling turned into an anal climax which was more Enjoyable than my normal one, its like a head rush and once you arrive goes on and on! Tired of doing this myself back in the day there were news groups cut a long story sort I found a guy he was New to this also and was nervous I wanted more than I said I wanted he was a top We chatted for a while and it was clear he just wanted to use me, this ended up as a standoff we agreed what We both wanted but he thought I wanted more, in a last chance attempt I offered to wear chastity this way He would be the key holder and would control the meet, we agreed and I purchased my first chastity device For weeks I would wear it slowly extending the time at first it wasn’t pleasant but over time I got used to it and Even enjoyed the pent up frustration to the point it was just normal to feel this way, alas this meet never happened Was at this point I knew I needed a guy to give me what I desired and knew I would become a bottom. So then I got to thinking what I would like as a guy and the first thing that came to mind was a blow job who don’t? So my first time climaxing in my hand was horrendous but I took it in my mouth and then spat it out but over time I got used to it then one day I swallowed and felt sick for the rest of the day but like everything else I got used to it Then I thought what else would you like so I pierced my nipples and navel One thing and one not to underestimate about chastity is that you are forced to sit to pee this make you feel so humble In chastity it became painful to get excited but this wasn’t enough so I found the most extreme chastity this makes me Just a inch long even as excited, so excited isn’t an option as the pain isn’t desirable So now I want more I want to remove my desire once and for all, this can be in a number of ways So would submit to a cutter or alcohol injection into my balls my desire is to feel nothing with my desire removed I can become your bottom not sure how I would feel after, but the unknown is a huge turn on Want a guy to enjoy all I have to over and expect nothing in return with my desire removed I’m the gurl of your desire Use me as kinky as you like! |
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