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Fuck Toni the Tiger!!! CornFLAKES
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Fuck Toni the Tiger!!! CornFLAKES I think I am going to stop being such a gullible woman. Either the same guy is pretending to be multiple men, or I am just stupid. But whats worse is like why? What the fuck is the point of telling someone that you will come through (PnP) and then not show up?! Not only not show up but ignore my text messages and calls...I even gave you my muthafukkin kik sn!?! WTF!? Does that turn men (as well as some women too) on? Is it like some kind of fetish rush to be a fucking flake??? Or, is it just me? Maybe its transwomen in general but I wouldn't be able to tell or know because I dont have any transwomen friends. It's so funny how men and even transmen apparently all do the same shit! All act the same way about some dumb shit. Why though?! What did you care to text me for and say you could or would come over because I said I can host and its not some five star hotel or something? Maybe its just comedy and that's how you get your rocks off, huh...being stood up hurts. Believe it or not (maybe I am only speaking for myself here) making a promise or commitment to a person and then breaking that promise/commitment is not only painful but its disrespect in a very nonchalant way. I keep being told how pretty I am, how sexy I am, beautiful, sweet, delicious or whatever the fuck people keep saying to me yet the opportunity to meet someone from online is pointless to me now. I don't want anymore men or women to ask me if they can come see me or if I can come see them (as they might give me the wrong address or not be there as it has already happened to me before once...drove an hour out without a phone just an address for them to not be there) because basically...fuck you! You can use your hands and toys just like I have too! I was relaxing and going to take an easy day today so I coiuld finish cleaning and washing me clothes, and guy 1 texts me RIGHT HERE FROM Affairlook TOO! So, I decide to give him a shot and gave my phone number and it seemed to be going well, until an eta was promised to me. Then the eta time comes...and goes. Wow! What the hell did I do to anyone? I guess other than being a gullible stupid ass hoe I suppose I deserve it. But then ANOTHER guy who actually did that same shit as guy 1 previously to me tries to text and "make good" for HIS asshole move. He gets me all ready and excited to finally have a visitor and some fun. Had me hook, line, and sinker for...wait..what the FUCK is the dam reward for you? Knowing that the possibility of my feelings being hurt is exciting or something? I mean because really I don't fucking care but for it to keep happening is definitely hurtful. Only because I somewhat cared to see the person but what the hell is so frightening about TELLING THE TRUTH?? Just say, "look bitch i know i promised to come over but i just got off and im mad tired, ill have to take a rain check" and things could still be fine. NO you want to make sure you can feel the power (false power) of control. Well, since we are on Affairlook, from here on out you WILL get the control...to send me points and watch me on cam and if that dwindles down my fans or other/etc. so be it. I will not meet anyone from this website always forever no more.  |
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Being hurt sucks as it sometimes (most of the time lol) creates an option of irrationality and stupidity...I was just angry, upset and hurt (so yea if that person is reading this loll and the attempt was to hurt me well you did) however for me to ignorantly force a rash decision defeating some of if not most of the purpose of being on the website in the first place. I would and will gladly continue to try to meet with anyone who would like to possibly meet. If your intentions are just to fuck, then say that, if they are to try to use me...well say that shit too maybe we can be beneficial for each other lol ...jk smh not really but if you want more like a relationship please let that be known to because we all have lives outside of Affairlook that once the collision between the two happen some kind of time management and what not has to be made. Either way please just be honest with me...it's so much better and its actually a turn on.
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Hello...I'm not sure whether to call you Caramel or Nikki so I hope you will at least clarify that for me... My name is Steve and the first time I saw you was on hamster and then just a few days after that you showed up here on TSdates. So I am not sure if that was destiny or coincidence,but either way I am pleased that our paths have crossed. So I have enjoyed reading both of your blogs and I do truly understand where you are coming from and the point you are trying to get across.Especially your Cornflakes blog because I do know the feeling of being stood up ,you dont get to my age and it not happen ,and believe me it happens to us men also.So with that said it would be a pleasure if we could become better acquainted through messaging first and then go from there.What say you?? Please let me know with a PM. Respectfully Steve
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Steve you are a sweetheart! I've enjoyed your presence as much as any cyber presence can be and thank you for commenting. I am seemingly an unfortunate uniqueness in women sick as myself bc I am real in the sense of having a motivation for everyday life shit*. I find myself in embryo stage of being in the sex industry as an actual worker/ recognized (barely lol) figure bc I've been, and still am struggling to survive to make ends meet. Hoping that one day my life, existence, and presence is meaning... Or will mean something more than unsung hero kind of status (or in my case unhung zero) lol. Don't get me wrong I am very into sexuality and sex, freak, kinky, mmmm mouth to clit/dick/ass all day haha....Yet I do have desires, dreams, goals and yes aspirations other than rock hard cock in me or in another 🤣 yes I am a real person you might see struggling to hold her ripped bag with essentials for a possible job that is just barely holding together as she runs to the bus stop trying to catch the bus so she insisted late too the appointment or whatever, as the bus machine gun noises past her sounding as tho it will stop to let her get a free ride as she is without currency at that moment bc her children still need food, clothes, great, beds, etc. As some laugh, state and there disgusting or shameful glares as they degrade her down to what they ASSUME they know of certain gender markers that should indicate particular sexual anatomy, meaning they despicably see a "man in a dress","making a good of himself" because they've reduced me in their minds to a piece of genitalia. Too stupid, ignorantly, and hatefully and urgently asshole evil to make it a conscious point for belittling the WOMAN who is actually trying her damndest to maintain life for her children that she has, to pay bills, etc. No help, broken hearted as she drops part of her things just as the bus thank God stupid for her, separated still married but thrown away and made by default to be an adulteress*(*marriage rules). I appreciate your candid and warming gestures, thoughts, and concerns Steve. You may obviously call me whenever you'd like but Nikki is fine to start. 😉
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