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Blogs > mstkinez > Miss Stickiness sez

2020  

mstkinez 49F  
52 posts
1/7/2020 12:07 am
2020

With so many changes on the horizon life looks shaky for me right now and sensitivity is my most plentiful emotion.

For me that means everything hurts... and I DO MEAN everything... words touch, looks Even the lack there of... I can’t stand it, this transitional place where i have no skin and everyone wants ti touch me... there are words to describe but even they are painful. No matter where i go i am truly alone in all settings. REAL Friends elude and<b> fake </font></b>people abound promising friendships that I don’t need- the kind that don’t include actually being a friend.

The way i live, sets off alarms for my real friends family (a diamond under real pressure to accept the unacceptable and overlook the disregard.) my reason for being picky in any and all contact with another because I will not take another dollop of foolishness disregard disconnect indiscreet blind person in my life there are far too many of them and it is not how i live.If this decision means I need to be alone then I’m not afraid of that because I’ve been alone for a long time but I won’t accept any less than what I need in the form that I want it

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