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Is this really what it’s about? (her)
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Is this really what it’s about? (her) I did it. I fucked another man without him. It didn’t feel any different, other than seeing my husband afterwards and sharing it with him. In a way that was comforting to me, it validated me as his spouse and as a woman. I needed to see that look on his face, the desire and excitement for me in his eyes. I missed that part last time, until later that evening when he got home from work, and still I doubt he had any idea his face was licking were Phil’s cock had been hours earlier. Either that or he’s not letting on a thing.., which for him would be very hard to do.. You can talk about open marriages and available wives, but if the person who you share this with isn’t there with you, it almost seems for not. It was almost cold. Not the sex, the sex itself and the afternoon was wonderful… I could have sex every day with him. But the aftermath of it was missing something. After Phil left it was just me. My husband wasn’t here to share that with me. He wasn’t here to share in my sex and how good I felt.. I don’t know if this is a phase or first time jitters.. Having sex with Phil alone at his house was exciting to me. I liked it. I liked doing it alone. But the most comforting factor was my husband waiting for me at home. He was my security blanket and in a way my validation, that I could openly date another man and have him waiting for me with open arms when I returned, all horny for me and my details. It’s an incredibly powerful feeling that reaches way beyond sex. We don’t talk very much about it anymore, me sleeping with Phil alone. Not like we used to anyways. Maybe I’ll bring it up and talk with him about my feelings without letting on what’s happened. But I don’t know how convincing I’ll be... When we first started talking about this my husband didn’t want to know until I was ready to tell him. I agreed, and wanted it like that too, unless he found out on his own. This would give me a chance to blog, write some and communicate with others. But I’m not ready to tell. I know I want to have sex again and see if the next time is better than this one. I think I need that, even if it’s better by a small margin. Shared wife -evergreenstatewife |
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Just make sure that ALL lines of communication between the three of you are open. It was the lies and deceit that tore my marriage apart when we started experimenting with outside partners. It went horribly bad for me, but I still believe that if everyone involved is open, honest and communicative, it can bring a lot of excitement and fun into the relationship. Good luck.
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