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Blogs > Massage_Man_00 > Confessions Of A Trouser Clown

Limbo.....  

Massage_Man_00 42M
10813 posts
1/17/2009 3:20 pm
Limbo.....
Today, I have found myself sitting here in limbo today..... thinking over and over on what to do.

It's too fucking cold outside to do anything, this cold draft being cause by Global Warming and all..... Thanks Al Gore

Should I go do laundry? Hell No!!!! To damn warm under the covers

Crank one off? No! Too messy under the covers, then you'll have to wash them and you'll get cold

Go light a fire? No! Too much work, and plus you'll get cold

Go out? Dude are you listening to yourself.... IT'S TOO FUCKING COLD!!!!!

But yes I've had other serious issues running through my mind as well, things I should do, say, move forward upon, whishing I could call, visit, be with.

Damn You Cold Air!!!!!

I want to be defiant of myself and say: "Fuck it!!!! Just go for it and do it, it's going to happen eventually.". But all I seem to do it think about it even more..... Damned if you do, damned if you don't

I really want some major changes to happen around here in my life with myself and the people I keep around, but doing so would be the better for me at the current moment, but here will it lead me further on?

I know it's kinda sounding like a "Whoa Is Me" post, but trust me, that's not my intent, I just need to get this off my chest.

The past 2 weeks have come to seem like a living hell in my head almost. I'm happy one moment, but then scared out of my whits the next. I want it, then I scared of it the next. I want to go at it full force like I do and not take baby steps, but I'm afraid to go in full force and want to take those small steps.

So anyone want to lift my spirits? or maybe drop my pants? ..... which ever comes first, i don't really mind which one happens

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/17/2009 4:58 pm
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Ambivalence .... Limbo..... Close enough LOL. I've been VERY productive, but it's that there is nothing to show for it is what make me feel this way

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rm_ShyUTGal 64F
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1/17/2009 4:58 pm

 I'd drop your pants and warm you up, covers or no, but alas

You're what, 26? And I'm (almost) 49....too big a difference in age...hell I was 23 the year you were born (lessee IF you're 26 it was 1983...right)...

Plus the distance thing...

You are going through a phase which is called ennui, you can't decide whether to sh** or get off the pot (to use a collequialism that I find disgusting but that hubby uses all the time when I get dithery ) ...It happens from time to time and I think it is a way to get in touch with decisions that need to be made and mull them over, in order to make the best possible one.

Just ride it out, and enjoy your big warm bed. Stay under the covers love, it WILL get warmer outside them presently...


Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/17/2009 5:54 pm
    Quoting rm_ShyUTGal:
    I'd drop your pants and warm you up, covers or no, but alas

    You're what, 26? And I'm (almost) 49....too big a difference in age...hell I was 23 the year you were born (lessee IF you're 26 it was 1983...right)...

    Plus the distance thing...

    You are going through a phase which is called ennui, you can't decide whether to sh** or get off the pot (to use a collequialism that I find disgusting but that hubby uses all the time when I get dithery ) ...It happens from time to time and I think it is a way to get in touch with decisions that need to be made and mull them over, in order to make the best possible one.

    Just ride it out, and enjoy your big warm bed. Stay under the covers love, it WILL get warmer outside them presently...
82 actually

I know it really only a phase where I can't think straight, but I hate it because even though I'm thinking like this, I seem to be the one that can still give the great advice that works for everyone else though.

So uh, back to this warming me up thing..... I'll be waiting under the covers to see if you're up to your word

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/18/2009 10:15 am
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It's been as low as 3 degrees Fahrenheit to as high as 30, and that's not including the wind chill factor

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/18/2009 10:17 am
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Yeah, I didn't get anything started until today, I was a LAZY bum myself.... I did manage to wash my face though

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bad_assed_witch 109F
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1/18/2009 4:13 pm

 I'd say stay under the covers, pop in some dvd's , and spend the whole day in bed !
~ The New & Improved Cocksucker ~


rm_sexyvoize 57F
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1/18/2009 10:56 pm

 i'd like to stay under the covers with u ..
but alas .. i'm not there ..


Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/19/2009 4:15 am
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Oh God, the roster indoors.... that's gotta be loud

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/19/2009 4:16 am
    Quoting bad_assed_witch:
    I'd say stay under the covers, pop in some dvd's , and spend the whole day in bed !
care to join me?

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/19/2009 4:17 am
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doesn't sound like a bad idea plus I miss with you

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/19/2009 4:18 am
    Quoting rm_sexyvoize:
    i'd like to stay under the covers with u ..
    but alas .. i'm not there ..
Get a move on it

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Massage_Man_00 42M
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1/19/2009 4:19 am
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hehe, it's cold in paradise?

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firegryphon 54F
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1/19/2009 9:24 am

 i'd rather we just stay under the covers. I've been feeling the same way myself lately. Unlike you, I know it's just that football season is pretty much over. Happens for me every year.
The only thing I HAVE to do is eat, shit, and die. Everything else is a choice.


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1/19/2009 4:53 pm
    Quoting firegryphon:
    i'd rather we just stay under the covers. I've been feeling the same way myself lately. Unlike you, I know it's just that football season is pretty much over. Happens for me every year.
well maybe you should look into a real futbal

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