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And two years later....
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And two years later.... Wow, who knows when life randomly brings those meaningful people to you. Just saw my last post. She was def worth keeping around... until that one landed on me like a ton of bricks. Over a year and a half of the best relationship I've ever had.....   Hope you can't help but find happiness, and pain can't find you even with help! Check out my blog and give me a look loves hokietiger  |
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It actually ended last ~October. Was on my mind for several reasons lately though. She was just the person I've gotten along with and been closest to.... pretty much ever. I kinda sucks when you just stop talking to your best friend one day and you have to live the next day and every day after as though your life is complete and not missing anything. It been tough and I think I was in shut down mode for a long time over it. I tend to accept way more blame than I deserve, but I can't argue that it means I pretty much never regret or find myself on the wrong side of things. Anyways, I know exactly what happened and why and it's kind of taken the vail off of things which makes me feel like I've lost "it" all over again. It mostly just really sucks because I never really felt alone or lonely before, not really, and now I have to somehow get to a place where I'm ok being just me again. I think I've largely accepted her being gone, but I'm also think I'm still a bit hung up over my conscience which is a bit upset that I had any role in upsetting, hurting, and pushing away the most important person in my life (even if it was somewhat about the way she was). And, I suck at first dates and meeting people. I've recently discovered that again as well, lol. Hope you can't help but find happiness, and pain can't find you even with help! Check out my blog and give me a look loves hokietiger
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That answers my question about that one..... Was going to try beating around the bush, but it's not my style. So what happened and do you want to talk?
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