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Miztress_Nessa 47F  
318 posts
8/10/2007 3:26 pm

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5/3/2012 5:05 pm
Loving you is not the best thing, I clearly know it.
When there are so many other things to do, less traumatic.
Like finding different shapes on the clouds,
like going to the movies or even not doing anything at all.

Loving you is not the best thing, but I like it.
Maybe I am being a bit of a masochist, like always.
Instead of distracting my self with sports,
or with the Internet like many people do.

Loving you is not the best thing, but it is perfect,
In order to find some sense to this routine,
of being always just another citizen,
just one more.

Loving you makes me suffer, It must be luck.
Because it reminds me that I exist and I feel.
And it gives me something to think about every night,
to simply live.

Loving you is a poison that gives life.
It is a torch that ignites if it is extinguished.
It is the sublime along with stupidity.
It is what I feel and who cares.

Loving you is the truth, which lies the most.
It is the best of the worse, that has happened to me.
It is the Russian roulette of a kiss,
It is the same... only unexpected.

Loving you is a mistake... or so says a friend,
Who thinks that to be happy is to be free,
And loses sight of what uncertainty brings,
Loving you.

It is the embassy of an instant in my brain.
It is to have had hated you a couple of times.
Loving you is absurd and we know it,
and so shall it be... While it lasts.

1. Does this make sense to you??

2. How would you describe the emotional turmoil that "love" or even a simple crush makes you go through??

3. When was the last time you felt all that??

4. If you had to do it again, would you? and is there anything you would do differently?

~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
pauljames44 79M  
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299 posts
8/10/2007 7:00 pm

 "I'm just a sucka for love, sucka for love, sucka for love, baaaaby..." Rick James and Teena Marie

I would ALWAYS do it again - nothing else like it!


fancy_for_you 47F
3012 posts
8/12/2007 7:04 pm

 Love is everything and nothing all in one. It can be smooth sailing or rough waters, but it's always worth it in the end.

love ya Nessa.

Fuzzy
~~Fuzzy~~


peoriabigirl 47F

8/13/2007 4:52 pm

 This poem hits home for me. I am in love with a guy I can never be with. And while we both know thats the case, we still see each other and are a huge part of the others life. I would do everything over again to have him in my life.....and I do whatever to keep him in my life. There are times when I say, I cant do it anymore..I wont do it anymore. And after a few days, fate steps in and it becomes more than a want - more than a desire - but almost a need. And we fall back into the routine...


sugarkiss55 73M/68F
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8/24/2007 5:25 pm

 Loving in love is never a bad thing. It may not always be right...but our hearts have away of going their own way...often unexpectedly. I love a man I will probally never live with (nor do I expect to)...,,and I understand that, But I love him anyway.
SugarKiss


Miztress_Nessa 47F  
226 posts
8/28/2007 9:02 pm
    Quoting pauljames44:
    "I'm just a sucka for love, sucka for love, sucka for love, baaaaby..." Rick James and Teena Marie

    I would ALWAYS do it again - nothing else like it!
LOL, yeah I can tell

~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS


Miztress_Nessa 47F  
226 posts
8/28/2007 9:03 pm
    Quoting fancy_for_you:
    Love is everything and nothing all in one. It can be smooth sailing or rough waters, but it's always worth it in the end.

    love ya Nessa.

    Fuzzy
Yeah, I agree with you... I hope you'll remember your own advice in the future.

~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS


Miztress_Nessa 47F  
226 posts
8/28/2007 9:04 pm
    Quoting peoriabigirl:
    This poem hits home for me. I am in love with a guy I can never be with. And while we both know thats the case, we still see each other and are a huge part of the others life. I would do everything over again to have him in my life.....and I do whatever to keep him in my life. There are times when I say, I cant do it anymore..I wont do it anymore. And after a few days, fate steps in and it becomes more than a want - more than a desire - but almost a need. And we fall back into the routine...
Boy can I relate to what you're saying... I've been there sweetie, all I can say is keep your chin up!

~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS


Miztress_Nessa 47F  
226 posts
8/28/2007 9:05 pm
    Quoting sugarkiss55:
    Loving in love is never a bad thing. It may not always be right...but our hearts have away of going their own way...often unexpectedly. I love a man I will probally never live with (nor do I expect to)...,,and I understand that, But I love him anyway.
Thanks for visiting my blog... I think that's what I was trying to say on this post.

~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~
FTLS


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