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Hi blogville!!! I'd like to start this post by saying that I've missed YOU GUYS and GALS terribly!! I know, my own fault for not visiting often enough, I know! But you know, real life tends to get so distracting sometimes, it's hard to keep up! Ok, with that said, I want to catch you all up on what's been happening with me lately. I have a few bad news, a few good news, a few bad news followed by good news, and a few good news followed by bad news. (Wow! I just confused my self! lol) Then some things I'd like to share with you guys so that maybe you can enlighten me. Which should I start with?... umm... I'll start with the bad news... the good news... Oh well, the first thing comes to my mind. Ok, as most of you know, my sister had a baby back in November, (that's the good news) they found out not too long ago that the baby had a problem with his heart and would have to have surgery, (that's the bad news), the baby had the surgery yesterday, and according to my sister, he's doing great! The doctors are very optimistic. (that's the good news). I've been kicking my self in the ass because I couldn't be with her, (that's the bad news), and I knew she needed me there, if nothing else for moral support. I've been where she was yesterday, and I know what she was feeling. I just hope that she knows I would've loved to have been there. On the other hand, I still have a job, the contract has been extended for yet another month, a lot of people that were in the same position I was either got fired or quit and are no longer there, which makes me kind of sad, because I'm going to miss them, but at the same time, it makes me think that maybe my odds at getting a permanent position are slightly increasing. If I can stay in the company until April, and if the company starts hiring then, I can be evaluated to have a permanent position there! (that's the good news). However, it is VERY far from where I live, and I have looked around for a place closer to work, but things are SO expensive there! Some places require that I make 3 times the rent... and those places are like $1,800.00 a month!! I mean c'mon!! Get real people! So I have travel 2 hours each way every day, to and from work, which leaves me no time for my , my self or anything for that matter! (that's the bad news). My ex-boyfriend is back, (not sure if it's bad or good news yet) with a somewhat different attitude. I decided to let him in my little secret, he didn't know I was on this site, or anything about the group that I'm the moderator of. Folks That Love Sex. So, I decided to come clean... I'm not much of a lier anyway! And I wasn't lying to him about it, I was just withholding information... But it was driving me insane! So, I took him to a meet & greet held by the group, and decided to tell him everything about it! Amazingly enough, he was ok with everything! He even wanted to go to the next meet & greet with me, and we did! He accepted it so naturally I was very surprised! I was even MORE surprised when he told me he was open to me playing with a guy from my group! I'm not sure what to make of his reaction... I'm somewhat puzzled by it... perhaps you guys can give me some input on that! I mean, I don't understand how someone, who is extremely jealous, to the point where I can't give a ride to male co workers without him getting jealous, can be put in a situation like this, and accept it so willingly. Anyway, I've also kicked out my room mate. I found that I can no longer take his rude attitude or the way he just lays around all day and does nothing, and to be quite honest, my pocket can't afford him any longer. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love the man to death, he has been my best friend for a long time, but here lately, we're at each others throats, and I just can't take it anymore! I feel bad, because I know that at one point he loved me, and I didn't, couldn't feel that way about him, although I tried... so I sort of felt responsible for him, because he came to Illinois from Texas to be with me. I still feel somewhat responsible for him, but I just can't take it anymore. I wonder, am I in the wrong? Should I just apologize and tell him he can stay? I hate that we're fighting all the time, but it's to the point that everything he does gets to me! I just don't want my growing up around all that hostility! And last, but DEFINITELY not least... more good news, My oldest made the A honor roll!! I'm sooooo proud of her! Ok, I think I've rambled enough for today... So, what has everyone been up to? What good news have you gotten lately? or what has happened in your life that would be good news? What about bad news? have you gotten any bad news? do you have any bad news? C'mon! share them with me! I've missed ya! ~*~ Miztress Nessa ~*~ (Originally Posted Mar 6, 2007 7:44 pm)  |
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