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My Secret Desire
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My Secret Desire After losing this story once, I'm trying it again; hopefully I can remember most of what I wrote. I hope you guys enjoy it, I don't usually write stuff like this, but I figured what the hell! This last Thursday, as I'm sitting at work, in front of the computer, imputing the invoices into the computer, doing those same repetitive entries that I've been doing for the last 8 months now. My mind began to wonder off, to a time not too long ago. Yet it feels like it's been forever. The last Meet & Greet I attended. As you may or may not know, I am now the moderator of a group in this site called "Folks That Love Sex". It is a wonderful group full of very open minded, funny, caring, and sometimes sane people. I love them to death! Anyway, in the middle of last month, I had the opportunity to go to yet another Meet & Greet hosted by people in this group. I've found that I love going to the meet & greets. Not only because of how much fun I have, but because the atmosphere of the whole thing is a very friendly, relaxed, have-known-you-all-my-life kind of thing. When you walk in, the people greet you with a hug and a kiss, their friendliness and simplicity makes you feel right at home. While everyone contributed in one way or another to make sure everyone had a blast, I'm especially grateful to those who, out of the goodness of their hearts, helped a long time friend of mine come from Kansas to the meet & greet, where I met her for the very first time. My very best friend, and adopted internet Fuzzy. While meeting Fuzzy is something I will never forget, and I will treasure until the day I die, for some reason, on Thursday, the only thing that filled my mind were the memories of my session with a Dom and his beautiful submissive. I don't remember all the details before seeing her, and I've perhaps forgotten some of the details after seeing her, but I remember I saw her, and in that moment, my jaw dropped, and I was in complete and utter awe. She walked in wearing what I believe were some blue jean shorts, displaying her long beautiful legs. Her radiant smile seemed to fill the room; her gorgeous hair fell carelessly against her partially naked back. Her short, yet loose fitting top allowed a wonderful display of her small and noticeable hard nipples outlined against the fabric. I took a deep breath as I enjoyed the view and held it for as long as possible. Wishing I could somehow keep everything perfectly still right there and then. Yet at the same time wanting to speed up time to when I would have her. All to my self. A very amazing thing happened when that thought came to mind. For someone who's very secure about what I can and can't offer someone, I became nervous, scared, worried. Worried that she would turn me away, that she wouldn't be interested, that I wouldn't be able to please her as I wanted to, as she deserved to be pleased, worried that I wouldn't even get a chance to be close to her, worried that she would read my mind and keep her distance. The more the fear seemed to overwhelm me, the bigger was my need to have her close, to hold her, touch her, feel her, smell her, taste her. I had talked to her before, on-line, and while she had mention she would be interested in playing with me, I still couldn't help feeling how I felt. After she walked in, she greeted everyone, including my self, and she proceeded to sit by her Dom. As the meet & greet continued, we all talked and relaxed, while playing a dice game. Every once in a while, I would catch my self staring at her, and I would look away, only to somehow end up looking at her again. Her beauty had me completely mesmerized. At some point during the game, it was my turn to throw, and I did, which meant I had to do something, to someone. When her Dom happily signaled me to choose her, I choose her with out hesitation. She went to the bed, laid down and spread her legs. Without regard for my sanity, I lowered my face to her pussy, my heart pounding so hard I could hear the pounding. My lips parted, my tongue stretched out, she let a small moan escape her lips, and I tasted heaven. My tongue wondered carelessly, exploring her small cunt, feeling her clit hardened against my tongue, tasting her sweet juices, as my nose savored her womanly scent, which seemed to fill and cloud my mind, making me lose all sense of space and time, even forgetting, that we were not alone in the room. I continued to lick her cunt for a few minutes, enjoying every second, forgetting everything and everyone around us. Then I looked up, enough to notice the whole room was waiting on me to finish so the game could continue. Reluctantly, I pulled my self from her, and allowed her to get off the bed. When she did, she leaned towards me, and placed a soft kiss on my lips. Whatever fires of lust I might have managed to extinguish with that short small session, were rapidly rekindled with that soft, sweet and amazing kiss. We both went back to our seats and enjoyed the rest of the game. During the course of which, I secretly tried to figure out a way to get her into my room. Fortunately, my chance would come sooner than I thought. I decided to accompany them outside to have a smoke, and as we headed out of the hotel, I asked her Dom if they were planning on staying the night, to which he replied that they were. I then asked if they had a room already, to which he said no. Being I was staying the night, and I had a double bed room, I offer them to stay in my room. To which they agreed. My heart jumped at the knowledge that soon enough, she would be where I wanted her to be. In a private room, with me. As we were outside having a smoke, the climate was a bit chilly, she was sitting next to me, and she cuddled up against me trying to find some warmth, I eagerly wrapped my arm around her in an effort to warm her up. Feeling her, this close to me, sent my senses in an uproar, my mind went back to what had happened a few hours earlier, and my nipples got hard, my body trembled, and suddenly I began to feel my recently shaved pussy get very wet. Some of the people that were still upstairs came down for a break, and they began a conversation with us, or her, I honestly don't remember, my mind was not there at all. She got up from her seat and stood right in front of me, with her legs partly opened, allowing me to admire her body from behind, she continued the conversation with the girls that had come down, which I have no clue what it was about, all I could think about was touching her again. As my eyes traveled up and down her backside, I noticed that the way she was standing made her shorts come apart in a way, that if I was to put my hand between her legs, I could easily put my finger in her pussy. At the risk of getting slapped, I went with my instincts and began by rubbing my hand on her ass, trailing down the back of her legs, then up again, slowly making the movements smaller and smaller, until the only place my hand could go was inside her thigh, and up her shorts. When she felt me doing just that, she spread her legs slightly more, to allow my hand to move inside her pants as freely as possible, being we were outside, surrounded by people. I pushed my hand a little further, and with the side of my finger I began to rub her where I could only guess was her clit, soon after I started doing that, I began to feel her wetness on my hand, through her panties. I wanted to feel her so badly, I began to move her panties over to one side, as best as I could, and when my finger touched her bare pussy, I realized she was wetter than I thought, she was now standing with her legs a little bit more spread, and I continued to feel my way around in her pretty little cunt. I lost my self in what I was doing, so much that I completely forgot there were people around, to the point that I didn't even notice her Dom had taken notice of how she was standing, and had left his conversation to investigate the reason she was standing in such manner. The presence of all those people came rushing back in my head when I heard him say: "I was wondering why you were standing like that, thought maybe something was wrong". He let out a small chuckle and walked back to his conversation. But after all the attention had been pointed in our direction, I decided to continue our session at a later time. Later that night, as I was talking to her Dom once again, I reminded him of a conversation we had had once on-line, about me wanting to experience something different. To be on the receiving side of the lifestyle I'm trying to learn and practice. BDSM. I asked when he would be available to help me experience that. He said he had everything he needed in the car, and we could do it right away if I wanted to. I agreed. They went to the car to retrieve a big black bag of tools that he uses for that kind of thing. When I mentioned to my friend Fuzzy what was about to happen, she asked if she could watch, I told her I was fine with it, but we would have to see if they agreed. I walked with them to my room, he agreed to have my friend Fuzzy watch, and we sat on the bed, all 3 of us, Dom, submissive and my self, discussed everything we could discuss, he explained how he did things, made sure to answer all of my questions. He asked me if I had any more question and if I was ok with everything. Once I didn't have any more questions, and I told him I was fine with the whole thing. He told me to do, what I had secretly been dying to do all night. He said: "Why don't you and her just relax, and play together a little bit, I will just sit back and watch, perhaps join if that's ok with you." I looked at him, looked at her, and said: "Ok... Yeah, sure... that's ok" I was a little bit nervous at having to perform this with my friend Fuzzy watching the whole thing, while I didn't have a problem with her watching me experience being submissive, I felt somewhat nervous about having her watch while I was playing with her. Soon, that nervous feeling would dissipate. His submissive leaned forward to kiss me, I leaned forward to kiss her in return, and the moment that her lips touched mine, everyone in the room seemed to have disappeared from my mind. Her soft lips on mine sent my mind racing, my senses went haywire, and I put my hand in the back of her head to softly push her towards me, while my tongue searched for her sweet, warm, wet tongue. Once our tongues met, I'm not sure how long we kissed, I enjoyed having my tongue move all around hers, tasting her while at the same time, she tasted me. I'm not sure who took off what or at what point the clothes came off, all I remember is lowering my face to her breasts, placing my tongue on the very tip of her nipple, and rubbing my tongue slowly up and down, and all around her nipples, slowly putting my mouth over them, and sucking them, one then the other, stopping briefly to lightly blow on her nipples. Making her nipples harder with each lick, with each blow, cupping her breasts with my hands I continued to savor her nipples, while I enjoyed hearing her breathing dramatically change, from the regular quiet pace, to the now hard half moan, half breath type. At that point I think I got off the bed to take my pants off or something, but when I turned to look at her, she laid on the bed, completely nude, I stood by the bed looking at her, admiring her beauty, wanting to take it all in. Then I got on the bed, she spread her legs for me again, and this time, I took a minute to enjoy the sight of her beautiful pussy, decorated by a very sexy clit ring now at full view. My hands needed to touch her, my tongue yearned to taste her, and I found I could not wait a second longer, in much the same manner as before, I lowered my face to her, only this time, I wrapped my arms under and around her legs grabbing her hips and pulling her towards me, while my tongue roamed freely on and around her clit. Moving my tongue up and down her slit, tasting her juices, all the while hearing as her moaning grew louder and louder. I, then, stopped, and asked her if I could use a toy on her. She said yes. I got off the bed once again and went to where my bag was located, felt around until I found my toy, I took it out and walked back to the bed, I thought about putting some type of lubrication on it, to make the insertion easier, but decided against it when I rubbed my fingers on her snatch and found it to be soaking wet. I slowly inserted the dildo in her tight pussy, and continued pushing it in until she had taken it all. I turned the dildo motor on, lowered my face to her pussy again, and began licking on and around her lovely pierced clit, as my tongue explored her sweet slit, pushing the dildo in and out of her in the process, and her moaning changed, to the most lovely sounds of "ooh's" and "umm's" that to my ears, it was as if I was listening to the most beautiful piece of music anyone's ever heard of. The sounds of her moaning, along with that divine scent of hers, her soft skin against mine, her heavenly pussy juices on my tongue, drove me wild. I wanted her to cum in my mouth, to taste that sweet, glorious nectar. I wanted to fill my self of her, for I, indeed, felt so close to heaven, I could almost touch it. My need for her must've blinded me completely, because a few seconds later, she called my name, and asked me to do it slower, which I did, without hesitation. I wanted to please her; however she wanted to be pleased. I pulled the toy out a little further than before. Until I heard her breathing grow rapidly at the sensation of the dildo still vibrating inside of her. I knew I had found a spot that I very much wanted to play with, and I did. I moved the dildo slightly in and out this time, while continuing to run my tongue up and down her pussy, lightly touching her piercing as my tongue made it's way up, and down again. Her moaning grew louder, I knew she was close, I pulled the dildo out of her, and inserted my index finger inside of her, pushing it in and out of her, then I put two fingers in, pushing them far in to that same spot I had managed to find with the dildo. Pushing my fingers in and out, faster and faster, I began to rub her clit with my thumb. As I placed my tongue on her pussy one more time, her body began to shake, her moaning had slightly taken a louder tone, and she was moaning my name. "Ooooh Nessa!! Oooooooohhh Nessaaa!!!" she said, and my fingers felt her pussy get dramatically tighter, to the point where I could hardly move them. Just then, her cunt let out the wonderful nectar I had been so thirsty for, and my tongue swam in her womanly juices, as her body continued to quiver under my face. I pulled my fingers out of her, and worked my way up her body, to kiss her, making sure to stop for a second to kiss and lick her breasts. As I was kissing her, she pushed her face towards me, motioning me to lay down, which I did. She moved her face lower to my breasts, which she was already rubbing, she mentioned that she loved my nipples, and then began sucking on my nipples, her warm mouth sent chills all over my body. Slowly she moved lower, until her face was right above my pussy, she kissed my inner thighs and then my pussy lips. Her warm, soft lips touched my pussy with such delicacy and experience, that I never quite had before. I felt as if it was my first time. Her soft tongue moved with such ease and agility that it completely blew my mind, and sent my body into heavenly bliss almost immediately. I tried to hold back, I wanted to enjoy every second. She put her fingers inside of me, much in the same manner I had done her, and she continued to move her tongue softly and sensually licking my hard, pierced clit. She pushed her fingers in and out of my pussy with such ease, ever so often looking up at me with a devious smile on her face, she could tell I was close, and she continued to lick my cunt while driving her fingers in and out of me, deeper and harder with each stroke, over and over again, running her tongue all over my pussy at the same time. Soon enough, I felt the intense need to cum, my body began to shake as my moaning grew louder, I held on to the sheets of the bed, as she moved her fingers faster, chills ran up my spine, my pussy throbbed, and I came long, and hard. It felt as if the whole room was spinning, my legs were shaking, I felt out of breath, and my mind kept thinking "OMG!! That was sooo fucking good!" She came up and kissed me, she cuddled up against me and we laid there for a minute, I put my arm around her, and began caressing her hair, enjoying every second that I could have her close, while at the same time trying to get all of my senses to come back. We talked a little more, and decided to go to by the window and have a smoke, being her Dom seemed to have gotten busy with Fuzzy. We talk about tons of things, which I won't go into because there's another part of the story that I really want to get to. Apparently, while we sat there and talked, we, at least I failed to noticed that he was finish doing what he was doing with Fuzzy, and out of no where I heard the sound that Velcro makes when you pull both sides apart. I looked up to see him standing next to me, as he grabbed my hand, and put the cuff on my hand, my heart started racing and I thought "Oh no!". This is was, the moment of truth. Would I be able to go on with this? How would I react to the pain? Would I cry? All these questions and more kept running through my head as he continued putting the cuffs on me, both on my hands and my feet. Then he grabbed me by the hair, and pulled me up off the chair, and took me over to the bed, and threw me face down on the bed. At that point I couldn't move, I felt nervous and somewhat scared. I had never experienced anything like this, and even though he answered all my questions, and I knew I could've stop right there, somehow, I didn't want to. I continued to lay there on the bed, as he proceeded to tie me to the bed. Laying there, being tied up, made me even more anxious. I took a deep breath, trying to remain calm. I am claustrophobic, which is something I made him aware of, and even then, I was still very much concerned about. I wanted to enjoy the experience, not to freak out. I tried to relax, as he continued to tie me, then he handed me the rope and wrapped it around my hand for me to hold in place, which I did, for dear life! After he was done, he blindfolded me, at that point I felt my body began to tense up, I took a few more deep breaths but it didn't seem to help. I thought I was going to freak out. Then I heard the music, and it seemed to help calm me down, so I concentrated on the music, he started softly hitting my ass, very softly, I didn't feel any pain, I felt a good tingling sensation, and I relaxed even more. When the first song ended, he began to hit me a little harder, and while it wasn't hard to the point that it was causing pain, I still felt my body tense up, and I couldn't relax it. Just then, his submissive came up, and I felt her hand, she told me to breathe and try to relax, I did just as she asked, and the session continued. I am not sure what he used, I can only go by what he's posted that he used, because I was blindfolded, which I think it was a good thing because had I seen what he was using, I would've probably backed out. He continued hitting me in somewhat of a steady rhythm, with every hit I would try to remember to relax, then, when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, I called out the safe word. In the state of mind I was in, I think I barely whispered it, which he failed to hear, but his submissive heard it, and she told him. He stopped immediately. After a few minutes, I called out "green" again, which meant he could keep going, and he did. At one point, I believe he asked me if I knew what he was going to do to me, and I said yes. He then pulled my head back by my hair and asked "What did you say?" my almost immediate response came back as a cry "Yes Sir!" He let go of my hair, and said, "That's better". He then continued to hit my ass and my back, in different ways, ways that I couldn't anticipate, harder and harder, each time I thought I couldn't take it, I called the safe word "Yellow". Each time, he stopped. At one point I felt him put something on my ass, something that was very cool, I can only guess it was a wet towel or something of the sort. But when I called green the spanking continued. After a few more times of stopping and going, he told me that this time he was going to take me to red. My heartbeat was throbbing in my ears by now, and all I heard out of that was that he had said red. At that point I began to freak out, he began spanking me again, over and over, a few more times, I couldn't control my breathing, the word "red" had made something go off in my head! "But I don't want you to stop yet" I wanted to cry out, the spanking was getting stronger, and I couldn't control my breathing, I couldn't relax!! Finally, I realized that I wasn't going to be able to go back to the state of mind in which I had been before he mentioned the "red" word. He hit me one more time, and I called red. He came to me, laid down on the bed by my side. Took the blindfold off, and smiled. My body was shaking, I had this exhilarating feeling! I felt amazingly wonderful! Nothing like I thought I would feel! He untied me, I thanked him for helping me understand this a little more deeply, and he thanked me for allowing him to do that. And the rest of the night we sat around, played, talked, until the early morning hours of Sunday morning. Knowing that, even though with the morning light we would each go our separate ways, all of us, would remember that experience for as long as we live, already looking forward to another wonderful encounter when we meet again. A special thanks to the people who were involved in the story and who allowed me to mention their names. Dom = ohcurious14, sub = NaughtyBlonde78, Fuzzy =  Written By: ~ Mistress Nessa ~ Please feel free to leave me your thoughts on this, as I've stated before I don't write these kind of stories, so I would really love some input. (Originally posted Jun 9, 2006 8:34 pm)  |
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amazing fantasy.....! Love, Chloe    Get to know me from my blog ---> Who is [blog buymelovepls]?
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amazing fantasy.....! FTLS
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Wow!!! What a beautiful experience. It sounded sooo beautiful and fun!! Sure wish i was there to watch!!! FTLS
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Wow!! Thanks sweetie!! I'm glad you enjoyed it! FTLS
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I too remember that weekend all too well. I also remember what happened on the bed downstairs too. As does my right leg that Fuzzy tried to tattoo with her fingernails. LOL Thanks for filling in the other details that I so didn't know about Nessa. You are an amazing woman and now I remember why. Lisa
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very blog thank's for you Miztress_Nessa i am very happy to know you you are very beautiful women
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1 post 4/19/2011 6:37 am |
i like it....
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1 post 1/14/2012 9:20 am |
hey everyone how is it going just thought i drop u a few a lines
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1 post 8/20/2013 2:54 am |
nice story..
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This story never gets old...just ran across it ..and it is amazing! Glad it wasn't just a fantasy!
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7/27/2021 5:32 am |
Hot story
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