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For the first time in my life, I feel completely lost... I don't know what I want to do, where I want to go... I've always been very sure of what I wanted, I always knew where I wanted to go, how I wanted to get there, and what I needed to do to get there... Yet, these last 3 months, I feel completely lost. I need to move again, the building I'm in is going to be foreclosed, so everyone in this building is moving. My mom wants me to go with her, my sisters both want me to go with them, my aunt thinks I should take some time off and go stay at my mom's house in Mexico for a little while until I get my head straight. I have no reason to stay in Chicago... and have been thinking about moving to the suburbs, but I don't know where to even begin looking!! And I don't know if that would be the best thing to do right now, in a way I think my girls need to be around family right now, specially my oldest one... She's taking her brother's death very hard... she tried to commit suicide a month ago... she's talking to people now... and I think she's doing a bit better... but right now, everything's so blurry for me, I don't even know where to begin. The main thing for me right now is my safety... but how do I decide what's safe for them?? How do I know what's best for them?! I thought moving here to this apartment was best for them... and my died 26 days later... so now, I don't know... I know you guys can't tell me what to do... but I guess I just need... something... some perspective... help? guidance? Anyone? ~ Nessa ~  |
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Follow your heart Nessa and you will do the right thing for everyone. I was so glad to see you blogging. Sending you a large hug, I have missed you. BehindMyBlues
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Family first is the way I feel, but I suspect you and your mother would come into conflict quickly (as you and your mother often do) I think your sister would be the best option (I don't know your sister but I will always default to family first). I wish there was some way to ease your burden. We are all pulling for you... One man Full throttle No plan B        
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1 post 1/6/2013 10:52 am |
so nice
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