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Just thought Id let you all know...
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Just thought Id let you all know...  I'm still around... just trying to figure out how to breathe... For those of you who do not know, my 8 year old passed away last month... and I honestly don't know if i can survive this again... he was my miracle baby... my little man... he was the light of my life... my reason to live... my everything. My heart, my soul, my whole being aches so much... My girls are the reason I wake up every morning... But... How do you remember to breathe with so much pain?? and why would you want to?? Anyway... this wasn't meant to be a pity party post, just wanted to let everyone who's been there for me how much i appreciate it, and that i'm still around, just not as active as i was... for a while. ~ Nessa ~ |
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Sending my thoughts and prayers to you and your girls. May God help you get through your grief. ~Kelly Cellulite is not an imperfection, those dimples are saying I'm sexy' in Braille
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3/29/2008 5:51 am |
I'm sorry about your son. Your pain must be unbelieveable. Take it one day at a time. Focus on the girls now. You are a strong woman, you will be alright. You will find a way to cope.It won't be easy,but you can do it.
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Ness, I have dealt with losses before. The pain just means you care. You are strong, and I know you will find a way to survive. We are gods given the privilege of having wonderful experiences in these frail and fragile bodies. We often believe that our time in them is not limited. That is why the loss of a loved one hurts us so deeply because we believe they will never leave. It is this thought that makes me cherish my loved ones, because knowing that time is limited makes me imagine my life without them. It helps me to not make the mistake of taking them for granted. I haven't been very active due to the twelve-hour days at my old job, which left little time for anything, but I'm back, and I plan to return to sexually harassing you and all the other lovelies. Yeah, I had to make a joke. Laughter IS the best medicine. It uplifts the soul and strengthens your being. It can cure even the most uncurable ills. Tell you what. Read my blogs if you already haven't. It's a parody of Bud Light's Real Men of Genius. It's meant to poke fun at the clueless, but at the same time, I hope it sheds some light on the mistakes men make. Maybe even it'll help one or two of them. I know you're hurting now, and I also know that nothing I say will magically make your hurt go away. Just know that your son is not gone. He has simply moved on to the next life lesson. Wish him well, and continue your own. He would want that for you. Stay sexy hun. GLC
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Nessa, I'm so, so sorry to hear about your son's passing. He was a very special little man, and he stayed around as long as he could. I don't know what it's like for a mom to lose even ONE child, and to lose two is more than one person should have to endure. If there is ANYTHING I can do for you, please don't hesitate to let me know. I'm a true friend and always will be. My prayers go to you, and please know that your son will be in your heart forever. Love, Paul
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Nessa - I hope you receive my email - Please know that I DO UNDERSTAND what you and your family are going through. Please do seek help as the grief can be overwhelming - talk to someone, friends although well meaning can also be a pain in the a## as they don't know how to react and what to really say, they know not the pain and agony that you currently live. God bless and please do email if you want to chat off-line as to what you are going through. Not a day goes by that I do not think of my 12 year old daughter and cry at her passing over. She is still with me in my thoughts and prayers and memories but I'd give soooooooo much to have her back here to hold and to tell her how much I love her. Sounds familiar doesn't it. You my dear are in my prayers. The shadows cast into the day and are an extension of the soul
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4/1/2008 6:33 am |
Nessa Hun, Please Give Me a Call This weekend Ok Lets Talk. U still have my number right, my cell that i had your number is no more i have a new one but dont have your number any more so i hope u have mine so do call me ok hun? Luv U. Alex
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4/2/2008 6:31 pm |
im so sorry about your son you have friends here if u need them dont let my name fool u i wont bite....hard that is
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Nessa, Glad to see your post. You hang in there - the pain will get to be bearable only if you remember how much joy your son put into your life. Take small breaths Nessa. I lost my 1st husband 21 years ago - the pain became bearable with time. I still think of him everyday and I still miss him everyday but I learned to focus on the fact that I was blessed to have him as long as I did. I will carry a hole in my heart forever. I am here if you need anything from me. BehindMyBlues
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