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Miztress_Nessa 47F  
318 posts
1/12/2008 3:29 pm

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1/28/2008 6:42 pm
When you feel sad? guilty? lonely? afraid? When you see things happen around you and you feel completelly useless? When you feel like your heart has been ripped from your chest? You know, when you're worried of what can happen, or what might happen. I'm talking about the kind of worry that keeps you up all night... because no matter what you do, you keep thinking about it... Even though you try not to, you try to distract your self, but you find no joy in the things that you used to enjoy. Food, games, TV shows, masturbation... sex... all are just plain, bland, tasteless, useless, meaningless.

Usually, I can't wait for the weekends, those are the times when I rest, play, enjoy time for my self and with my family... even if it's just watching a movie, reading a book... but this weekend... it's not a good weekend for me, then again yesterday wasn't a good weekday for me either... Thursday wasn't a good one either... and I'm afraid, I have quite a few of those bad days ahead.

I feel as if I'm going out of my mind... I have this thing... I can't stop thinking about it, I can't get it out of my head... I keep thinking, and imagining things... thoughts running through my head a mile a minute, and no matter what I do, or try to do, it doesn't stop.

Can we just rewind time, to Wednesday night, and leave it there until next month?? Please?!?!

Or any ideas of what I can do to get this thing that driving me crazy out of my head??

~ Nessa ~
gentile_sadico 59M
1392 posts
1/12/2008 8:22 pm

 try and do something that gives you positive feedback, maybe a hobby or job..maybe even some volunteer work might help...


Miztress_Nessa 47F  
226 posts
1/20/2008 9:46 am
    Quoting gentile_sadico:
    try and do something that gives you positive feedback, maybe a hobby or job..maybe even some volunteer work might help...
Thanks sweetie, I feel a little bit better.

~ Nessa ~


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