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And boy am I fucking scorn!! I'm sorry, but I have to do this... somehow I have to let out all this aggravation I've got within me!! This is a rant! so beware!!! And it's about my mom... she kicked out my sister because she found out that she's bi!! I mean what the hell kind of crap is that?? my sister is 17, and doesn't have a job, she's got 4 more months to go to graduate... she has no where to go!! And what I don't understand is how in the world does ANYONE turn their back on their flesh and blood over their sexual preference?! I mean what the hell is wrong with this picture?! I just don't get it! Before anything that is her ! Straight, gay, bi, white, black, yellow whatever! that is HER ... flesh of her flesh.. blood of her blood!! How dare she just kick her out like that?!? Over that?!? Are you fucking kiddin' me?! I can't... I mean, I got so much to say about that I can't even type it fast enough and I type about 80 words per minute!!! That should tell you how upset I am about this whole issue. Now my mom won't even answer the phone, I guess my sister told her I was going to call her tonight and she decided to take the phone off the hook or something, because she does NOT want to hear what I have to say about this whole mess! I just don't get it! I would understand if she was kicking her out because she was on drugs or mixed up with the wrong people... I mean, my mom still has a 11 year old to worry about, so yeah, if my sister was doing all that, I'll be the first one to tell her she can't be there! But she's not hurting anybody! She's not sleeping around or anything.. she's got her self a little girlfriend and that's it. She's been with her for about 8 months now, if not more! So what the hell is this woman's problem?!? I don't get it! Can someone explain it to me?? Can someone tell me where, when, how and who says that if your does not have the sexual preference you want them to... that ceases to be yours???? Cuz honestly, I think I missed that memo... or there's a few fucking pages missing in my fucking "parenting manual" or something! What pisses me off even more is the fact that I can't do shit for her right now... I mean I can't even buy her a ticket to come here!! But I'll tell you something, I'll be DAMN if I'm going to have ANY sister of mine living on the fucking street! FUCK THAT! It ain't happening! I don't care what I gotta do, but she won't be on the damn street, I can guarantee you that! Now, I know you're probably thinking, well call your mom and tell her how you feel about this... right?? Well guess what?? Someway some how my mother already has it in her head that this is all MY fault! I haven't even talked to the woman and I know she's raising hell right now bitching about this being my fault! Now, my sister lived with me for two years... in all that time, she went to school every day and brought me nothing but "A's" home... she goes back to my mom, and she goes back to doing bad in school and skip school and all that, and my mother, tells me it's MY fault!! Now how the hell is it my fault if I'm here and she's there with her?? Don't matter, just like that won't matter in this case either... my sister likes girls and it's MY fault! that's all she's going to say if she ever picks up the damn phone! I just wanna scream! ~ Nessa ~ P.S. Now back to our regularly scheduled perving!  |
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Nessa, I'm sorry to hear that you are hurting like this. I know nothing I say can fix this or calm you down from some bullshit like this. Its unfortunate that society brainwashes people to believe that sex is bad thing and open sexuality is a bad thing. You are definitely right that no matter whom a person decides to have sex with, it should matter. It doesn't change the person they are and it shouldn't change the way you relate to that person. I wish I had the words to give you to say to your mother but I don't. Just know that I will be sending out positive thoughts about this and I hope that others will too. Keep us posted on what happens with your sister.
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Nessa, I'm sorry to hear that you are hurting like this. I know nothing I say can fix this or calm you down from some bullshit like this. Its unfortunate that society brainwashes people to believe that sex is bad thing and open sexuality is a bad thing. You are definitely right that no matter whom a person decides to have sex with, it should matter. It doesn't change the person they are and it shouldn't change the way you relate to that person. I wish I had the words to give you to say to your mother but I don't. Just know that I will be sending out positive thoughts about this and I hope that others will too. Keep us posted on what happens with your sister. ~ Nessa ~
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Sweetie, I wish what you say was true, my mom is more than old fashioned, she's closed minded, stubborn, hardheaded and then some!! ~ Nessa ~
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There's an idea! I'll have to see what happens and then make up my mind... I might have to do that. ~ Nessa ~
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