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Blogs > alchemyofdesire > Many paths...many desires

Such a long journey...(8)  

alchemyofdesire 55M
29 posts
9/11/2007 10:05 am

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3/31/2008 10:13 am
Such a long journey...(8)

I'm now beginning to feel the burden of capturing this history of my unfolding sexuality. So much needs to be written! In such a narrative, even the smallest developments and changes matter. I cannot afford to provide only 'macro' view, as the exciting details can get lost. Who knows? As I delve into these details, I might find clues that explain why I am the way I am, at least sexually!

So, as the weeks and months passed and as I grew up, I was discovering more. Somehow or the other, erotic literature was available -- it fed on the senses, and it ignited the mind. I moved beyond 'The Pearl' and read just about everything that came my way. Some of my friends brought in porn magazines...we had access to Playboy, and Indian magazines like Debonair. Still, for me, the written word held sway, as it does even today.

I must write a word or two about female friends. Even as all these developments were taking place within me, fuelled by generous doses of erotica, I was, like any other boy, getting attracted to the female of the species. Unfortunately, I did not study in a co-ed school, and this meant that I had to look at girls outside of school. My female cousins were not interesting either. My friend's sister, however, was hot, and she knew it -- she used to often wear a red skirt that amply showed her legs, sometimes all the way up to her thighs, teasing us. I remember vividly how, when I was playing chess with her one day, I could see her panties, though the crack of her split red skirt...wow! What a view that was, and what a torrent of desires it unleashed in me...with great difficulty, I continued to play the board game.

alchemyofdesire 55M
82 posts
3/31/2008 10:13 am
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You bet it is! The thought of what lies beneath drives me crazy...


Whispersoftly5 59F
15173 posts
9/11/2007 11:14 pm

 I'm realy enjoying reading this. You're a wonderful writer and of course the subject matter is rather interesting! Keep going - this is great!!! {=}


alchemyofdesire replies on 9/12/2007 9:20 am:
Good to hear from you...so, when are you coming to India?

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