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spur of the moment
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spur of the moment friday when i was on my way to hutch my superman popped into my head, why he showed up friday of all days i don't know. it was probably about a month after i moved here to wichita i was having a really pissy week and i was irritated with the fact that everytime we would text he seemed to be really short with me and i felt as if he didn't want to talk at all, so in my pissyness i told him that i wouldn't bother him any more. i am one that doesn't like to feel as if i am bothering someone or being a nuisance to them and at that point in time that is exactly how i felt hence the reason i said what i said. well out of the blue since he popped into my head and since i was on my way to hutch i texted him just a simple "hi". about every 20 minutes i kept looking at my phone to see if he had texted back to me or not. then there it was. since the message months ago about not bothering him he had taken my number out of his phone so he wasn't sure who the text was from, once the "who is this" explanation happened i really started to panic because i wasn't sure if he was going to text back again or not. i have to tell you when i got the text back from him my heart skipped a beat. we texted back and forth for about an hour that night catching up on all that had been going on in the time that we hadn't talked, and i have to admit that my heart was racing the whole time. just the thought of this man turns me on and that scares the living hell out of me. having been married twice and believing that i was in love with both my ex husbands i NEVER had this feeling with them. right now my head can't process exactly what my body's reaction to this man means. i know if i start to over think things then i am going to be lost and will probably loose him. during our conversation that we were having i made a comment about i was sorry that he was never in trouble and then laughed at it. the response that i got from him was "well you aren't here". talk about sending my heart into overdrive, i seriously thought that it was going to beat straight out of my chest, it was racing so fast. i'm trying to be good right now and be patient and give him some space... but it is really hard not to text him to see how he is doing and how work went today.... oh why oh why does this man have to have this kind of reaction on me. |
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