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Blogs > cheesesoda > chronicles of a soda

Gay Experience  

cheesesoda 38M
18 posts
9/23/2007 5:56 pm

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10/2/2007 5:43 pm
Gay Experience

As I mentioned in my last blog post, I was bi-curious for a little bit of time, and I wanted to experiment to see what it was like. Well, I had a gay experience, and while it felt good, it was too awkward for me to find arousing, anymore. We didn't do too much. No anal was done by either of us. I don't really need a man for that if I wanted the experience, anyways.

After that experience, me touching another guy's genitals, especially in a sexual way, is not much of an option, anymore. I think I could handle incidental touching in a MMF threesome (which seems that it will never happen for me ), but I don't think I could actively seek to touch or be touched by another guy. At least I was open-minded enough to try it. Now I know that it's just not my thing. I was hoping it wouldn't be as awkward, and it'd be another fun thing to be able to do, but that's not the case. I guess it's not for everybody, and I'm fine with it.

Now, I can just concentrate on the women. Not that they pay any attention to me, regardless of what I do. I'm not in such an urgent need of a woman's touch, but every day the desire progresses, and it'll probably reach the point where I'll need it before I go insane. Hopefully, I won't get to that point, and some lovely woman will come to the rescue. I just the ones I try to contact would give me the time of day.

So I figured I would throw that out there for the sake of posting another blog, possibly catching the eye of some local woman, and to inform hopeful guys that I'm not willing nor will I be willing to do anything with them. Not that they've ever gotten the hint before...

One last thing, I need to find women that would like to cam with me. I enjoy exhibitionism, but it's more arousing if you are mutually masturbating with another person on cam. I have yet to find anybody with a cam willing to participate. Just throwing that out there.

rdy2play1 48M

9/26/2007 4:52 pm

 Sorry your experience wasn't more pleasureable. Were you both kind of inexperienced or nervous? It happens though much more commonly than you think. Some guys get sexually excited the moment they think something is going to happen-instant hardon-while others have to work into it. Many (younger-teens) guys experience a form of male bonding that crosses the sexual line but will no talk about it. It makes me laugh when I see straight friends grabbing each others genitals as a joke, but it would take on a different image if a (known) gay guy did it.


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