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Blogs > cuddlequeen2006 > mumblings of a cuddlequeen

alone again naturally  

cuddlequeen2006 67F
117 posts
5/1/2008 5:55 pm

Last Read:
10/9/2010 8:48 am
alone again naturally

well I guess this song is summing up my life right now. I have never really been this much alone in my mind and it kind of scares me. Can't seem to decide how to proceed with my life which has never ever been a problem before. I don't know what I want. nursing is getting very boring. school has too many options for me and men. who can figure out what they want. Either I feel like I treat them like a piece of meat or I fall in love. who needs either? why can't someone just be a friend with benefits. I do have one and he knows who he is but our schedules are tough to match and he has someone at home who needs him and I would never want to hurt that. So I feel like I'm back on the market again. God it sucks.

sweetmimilove 58F
1093 posts
5/1/2008 8:29 pm

 oh cuddles, we love you!!


countryheart_71 52F
8077 posts
5/2/2008 12:47 pm

 I know how you feel.....been feeling that a lot myself! It can only go up from here, right?!?!?!?
~Country~


cuddlequeen2006 67F
70 posts
5/3/2008 3:00 pm

 thanks guys, it does help having you guys around. and country it has to go up already down. I shouldn't write when I'm that far down. Anyway feeling a little better today so no more sad songs.


rm_Shazz1971 52F
1052 posts
5/4/2008 6:53 pm

 Hey Cuddles.. you know you have a lot of friends on here... and maybe you should write when you are so low. The bright side is a LOT of people will always wish you well!


gearjammer127 61M
1 post
5/23/2008 7:15 pm

 dont know u yet darlin.. but all I can say is been there done that...and no matter what it does get better and easier...plus there is a big difference in being alone and lonely.... alway willing and eager to lend an ear


rm_4marinehard 66M
Ask me for a photo

6/27/2008 2:38 pm

 >>! Hey Cuddles, I've been there many of times, don't get down. I don't live far from Sparta, maybe we can meet and see what happens.


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